sense of e

2011-05-07T03:33:00.002+08:00

我什么都想要

but

apa-apa pun tak dapat

i m a failure

2011-04-24T22:17:00.006+08:00

看着身边的朋友大家都慢慢找到自己想要得未来

看着他们对未来那种兴奋期待努力的感觉

不禁让我感觉到自己还停留在原点

我好想拥有那种期待&兴奋的感觉

我不是不懂自己想要什么但我想要得也许太遥远了

我常常幻想我的未来幻想我会达到我想要得一天

可惜我还是停留在原来的脚步

我与我的未来从没接近过我们还是这么有距离

也许我的努力还不够吧但恐怕再多的努力

我们的距离还是一样

但我相信只要我肯再再再努力

我终会有那种兴奋期待感

我要加油!!!!

SEE ME FLY :))))))

亲爱的生日快乐

2011-04-21T00:31:00.007+08:00

虽然没有很完美浪漫的结局

不能亲眼看到你的感动

少许的失望和遗憾

都没关系

至少你有感觉到

我们是爱你的

亲爱的生日快乐

愿你永远永远都开心 ♥

2011-04-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

THIS IS MY RECENT EXPRESSION

my all time expression

and with the nerdy specs

i hate exams.

because of exams,

my life fills with black and white only

so dull :(

yes, we have steamboat again :D

2011-04-17T22:01:00.008+08:00

whenever something big has ended, we must celebrate with something big. hahaha i mean i have finally finished my trials, so this meal is a reward for myself hehe. actually we are not about eat only, we actually went for tuition before heading for foods hehe. a sad case right, a college student still have to take tuition haiz :(

so this pic was taken while waiting for ngar mun.hahaha she claimed that she did not late.it was just because of some stupid caused her to be late. we -___________-

hahhaha this is our motive force in driving us to move on :D and

it was our first time visit. no harm for trying new shop, if not they will not accompany me to eat again, coz i always HOI TONG

he was so sleepy during the tuition class but, when he sees foods,

this his look

fooooooooooooodsssssssss

well everything of the restaurant was nice and good. from the freshness of the foods, the variety,the cleanness, the workers was near to perfect, but except for the boss. he was so action.he put a big boss look on his face and even put his leg on the chair. so i told my friends, he is the one who halau-ing customers.

btw forgot about it, let me show u some happiness faces

last but not least,

my victory

and this the place.

yummy bbq steamboat buffet.

24 jalan alam damai 1, damai 23 cheras.

RM 24.80 per person

and forget to mention,

there's free flow of drinks :D

2011-04-10T03:51:00.007+08:00

i accidentally browse through a blog and saw this.

so cute right?

it is a great idea if u wan to make something romantic and special to some one special

hehe but i am waiting someone to make for me :D

ppl try it out :D

AND ITS AN EGG..... nt tang yuen

APPLE CIDER VINEGAR : review

2011-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

let me share with you, i bought this thinggy, to be specified it called APPLE CIDER VINEGAR about two three weeks ago at jusco belakong. the reason i bought it is because i found from internet, they said it helps to maintain body weight, improve in constipation so on. but the my main purpose is of cause want to burn out the extra extra fat in my body hahahha i take the vinegar daily after diluting it with water, it is sad to say that, after so long, there is no significant result yet plus my friends said i look fatter omg how could thy say smtg so cruel to someone who is trying so hard to cut down her weight!!!!ouch ouch ouch. but but but, although i didn't get a inch thinner, but this thing works like a magic on my face. it helps to cure those irritating pimples on my face like a day time oni. amazing right? compared to those pimple gels and whatsoever sell at the guardian watson farmasi are tipu orang de. after applying diluted vinegar on my face, the reddish of pimples get rid after few hours.in the next day, it disappears. HAHAHAHA pimple-er, you should buy this and apply on it :D

i bought bragg brand as those professionals said

must have the word "mother" which means natural ahh smth lar

till the next :D

突然好想你们 ♥

2011-04-07T02:33:00.005+08:00

its raining now. since i was small, i love raining alots especially the smell of rain. maybe because of my innocent, i had a weird thought when i was small, i felt being inside the house while raining will be more safer because no thieves want to trouble themselves by taking action under the rain. funny right?but till now i still feel this way :) yeahhh, now, raining brings me alot wonderful memories other than feeling safe. every time it rains, i think of them. raining reminds me the laughters the jokes the fun moment we had during the raining day(inside word) hahahhaha.

we took this pic during happy rainy day. see our smiles!!! it was really very a happy day indeed.

not a normal happy, but the happiness felt from the bottom of the heart and overwhelmed the whole you. i hope they are doing perfectly fine and with you people, everyday is a happy day :D

love ya ♥

i wan be fit :D

2011-04-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

MY current AIM :

EAT LESS & HEALTHY

EVERYDAY

STUDY

no doubts, i sure can do it :D

wish me all the best.

FISHY'S birthday 4/4/11

2011-04-05T23:14:00.006+08:00

WOW it has been ages, seriously like thousand yrs ago since i last met them. i feel guilty all the time as thy always ajak me to yamcha but exams nearing is always the reason for me to reject them. finally, i got the chance to hang out with them for celebrating miss fishhy's birthday :D

i miss every single of them. yi mun looked superb on that night.cheng fai is still blur like usual. hon keat finally is taller than me xD sook yee now has a guy beside her. gyn hahaha she still has the handsome look lar.hahha ngar mun i see her everyday and not to mention our main character, she finally keeps her hairs long.

I am here proudly to show you my vry good secondary friends.

we share the same wonderful and incredible memories during school days time.

i told them, i have to take picture with every each one of them,

cause i don't know when will be the next time till i and you meet again haha

i m here wish u all,

事事顺利&天天开心

PS. actually i m nt tat fat.don't get cheated.

2011-03-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

in case u dont knw, i m way fragile thn glasses.

handle me softly and with care.

once broken, thats forever!

2011-03-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

hmmm, today somehow was an unproductive day. yes, i did go for tuition today but i hv wasted my whole evening just for the food. i went for shabu-shabu with brunch of friends, to be more exact, i went to release stress. hahahhaa foods always soothe my mind body and soul.so people, eating is the best way to relax especially sweet thing like dessert wuhooo thats y my friends always say my life is all about eat eat eat hahaah.

but the most funny thing is, when i reached home around 11 something, my dad said, eeeeehhhh u now oni come bak ar...and continue saying i tot u were sleeping in the room. in my heart, i said wtffffff.

since two of my sis hv left to aus, my home has become so clam and quiet. barbie becomes so lonely either me. and now, parents dont even hv noticed my existence just because the house is too empty. whatever it is, dont care lar cause now i m the princess of the house hahhahaha :D this is enough for me :))))))

2011-03-25T01:32:00.003+08:00

im dead. seriously, i was so busy with the pass few weeks, yet i am still very busy now.sorry for not updating my blog for so damn long but no worries, i will be very hardworking in updating it since i have deactivated my facebook account. hahahaha u will never can find me on facebook anymore until my exam ends yet u will always see me facing book for 24/7.

so tweeting, blogging is my only connection to the social, hopefully i will not be orang asli after the two months time.

but friends, must keep in touch with me ya. 有事没事就 send me a msg. 问候下我还有update下你们的近况 hehe ♥

felt mine tiredness?

A sense of Affection

2011-02-27T15:07:00.008+08:00

For me, spending time with my beloved family is one of the most precious moments I treasure, even not to mention their cares and loves, which have given me sort of divine power, to assist me until my 19th birthday and beyond that, I believe. A marvelous Birthday dinner at Restaurant Hee Lai Ton at Sg.Long Club House has put a fitting end to the celebration. I felt warmth and pleased with them surrounding me, my heart smiled when happiness radiated from their faces.

A certain grandeur was found in the first main course. Exotic in the way it was presented and it had enough to whet my appetite for the day's dinner !! :P Fresh, juicy scallops, fried spring roll, fish balls with tiny abalones on top of them and pork flavored with sweet sauce were all so delicious. What a great one! Maybe you would say I am exaggerating, and i would doubtlessly answer: " yes " ,because i was addled by the joyfulness. HAHA :DThe next " Hollywood Star " on the way of its red carpet ***(pointing towards 2nd main course)** was the fish. It totally interjected my palate, with its fusion-styled cooking method.

" The Existence of Faith between Mountain and Water " was the signature name of it. It is strangely amusing when the names of Chinese's dishes are translated into English, but anyway it brings good meanings of prosperity. :-)
A pot of warm Vegetables Soup, which would veg your stomach after a heavy meal.

Nice and soothing. : )

Fried noodles wrapped with omelet-liked egg. Perfect combination when you chew the sliced omelet with noodles. yum !!

After all,we went home with a really full stomach. I could strongly feel the satisfaction I find in the art of tasting food. ha ha =] On the other hands, the growth in height of my lovely cousins bro and sis is a solid example of time gone by. Their existence around me has created an opportune moment to reflect on my developments of the inner- and outer-self of mine. In other words, I'm getting older, gosh!!

Truthfully, i love you all. Thanks for celebrating my 19th birthday, which has become another debt i would like to owe more.

2011-02-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

treat me like other girls. im just this simple.i dont need whatsoever things, just need you to know me well, understand me, its more than enough for me. i said, a scar will never fade. it stays there forever. but i don't mind having a scar, what i mind is please don't leave me with another new scar.i know, i am way to fragile, i need protection i need security like a normal girl needs. im not asking more than that. how would i feel whn my closet person wouldn't want to help me out? i felt i am so alone and helpless. i should be stronger, but i couldn't the hurt the pain the disappointment i feel every bit of it, i cant stand it any longer. give me a change.

A healthy day to be remembered :D

2011-02-20T02:18:00.012+08:00

as my title says, a healthy day to be remembered. Definitely, it is a must to remember this day because i don't know when will be my next time to have my bared feet on the soft soil and have such a close contact with our lovely mother nature again HAHAHAHHA.

hmmm, this how my day started. hahahahaha ofcoz food larrrrr

lets me tell u something, if u ever get a chance to go seremban, u must go n try the food at SEREMBAN's pasar, which is the so called malaysia biggest pasar with three floors. must go must go :)) the foods are super nice especially this and this.

rojak.

牛腩粉. the best one i hv ever ate. rmb this shop!

mummy and my 姑婆

after filling up our stomach, we headed to our main destination wakakakka the kebun.

actually its just a very little farm of my uncle and aunty, but all the vegetables are planted with their hearts and sweats. yeah,not to mention, the non stop of raining made my day a more exciting and challenging one. everyone of us have to pluck the vege with a umbrella in hand hahhaha.fun right?

hahahahaha the next round is,

the time to enjoy our harvest(sounds abit wrong) vege better :D

pack wash cook and MAKAN~~~~~~~~

and

of cause,

the vege tasted extraordinary nice hehe

till the next!

night!

2011-01-31T05:18:00.004+08:00

in the past,i felt friend is someone who u can call up at the twelve midnight. but for now, friend for me is someone who understand my heart well without i pouring out. they are special for me. they are not always by my side. but they are like the stars in the sky, because i know they will always be there for me. their caring, thoughtful, lovely and supportive are always touched me tremendously. without them, my life would just not be the same. i am fortunate to have them :)

i heart you all :D

daidomon japanese bbq

2011-01-29T03:39:00.009+08:00

YESSSSS finally the long long exam is over!!!! i hv gained alot alot of weight during the exam, everyday is only eat study and sleep, tat's y exam is hateful. hahahah the first thing to do after exam ofcouse is celebration :D is a must right?

buffet, eat all you can all these words are always sound exciting to me.hehe. right after exam i kept googling to look for review about some nice buffet to eat, finally i got this DAIDOMON.

quickly got myself dressed and made over and headed to there, great eastern mall at ampang. well.let's see

everything was very nice.actually they called themselves as japanese bbq buffet. but i don't find any japanese foods but only sushi. they provide korean style bbq with large variety of meat, from beef to lamb chicken ostrich and seafood as well.besides that, normal buffet foods are served and free flow of juices.

the thing i love the most is seafood.

their prawns are big,fresh and juicy :)))

the beef tasted awesome as well.

hahahha overall, it was a very very satisfying dinner that left us a huge stomach.omgomgomgomg.but who cares, their foods are real tasty.i definitely will come and visti again.and yeahhhh,daidomon's boss looks handsome betul with beard :D

2011-01-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

goshhh, i have 5 more papers to go....

i m dead x.x

2011-01-08T12:42:00.002+08:00

my holiday is going to end soon which is in two days time, which means my exam is starting soon. i spent my 1 month holiday with books only. hows sad is tat.

but but but,

i went to melacca before chirstmas eve :)))))

was a big big relaxation for me.

gonna talk about it in next post after my exams hehe

wish me luck people :D

thank you

2010-12-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

it was a beautiful sunday. woke up early, got myself dressed and headed to pavillion with family and my lovely grandparents. coincidentally, today was my grandfather's birthday,he was so happy for the whole day. my grandfather is a very loving person, i used to tag with him all the day when i was small, he even brought me for barber and both of us get scolded by my mum at the end.

okay back to sunday, christmas deco at pavillion was really very nice. the whole ground floor is illuminated by bright and colourful lights. you can see many tall and huge christmas trees at anywhere.lets picture shows u how beautiful the whole place is hehe

grandma n my super thin sis

my family :D

i know i look damn alike with grandma :))))

they are so lovely in their way.

i wish i can be lovely like them with my love one

when we grow old

btw

merry christmas everyone :D:D

an ordinary day

2010-11-23T18:05:00.005+08:00

was an ordinary day, but the day made us broke :( we had sushi zammai as our lunch and went for grocery at carefour midvilley. after that went hunting for his sunglasses at sungai wang, coincidentally, i bought myself two pairs of shoes yeeeeppppiiiiiii :D thats y i m broke now!! because we left not much money in our pocket, so we decided to have our dinner at a hawker somewhere behind of the bukit bintang street. i don't like to go for hawker's stall as i was affected by mum that the hawker's food are not nice and dirty. but surprisingly the food here i would rate 4 stars out of five. i swear!! thier 老鼠粉 tasted nicer than 6 stars restaurant's. and the place okay okay lar, not so clean but thier food worth everything, forget about cleanliness of the restaurant!!

a big mirror beside us, cannot restrain the urge to camhore

hehe the 老鼠粉. i know your saliva is dropping :D

the vege :D

the lemon chicken was nice too :D

awwww dun be sad. though ur wallet has a hole now,

but the food worth every penny of it, smile :)

i swear, i will come back to this place again and always!!! just love their 老鼠粉 very much :D

incredible moment that i loved

2010-11-21T17:11:00.009+08:00

it was an incredible wonderful day. we're crazy whenever we bound together. our broga hill plan has been postponed again and we changed it to ah pek mountain. although its just a little mountain, but we nearly suffocated and our little kah ben nearly vomited. lucky, we still managed to get ourselves down the hill safely :D :D

the journey starts at here :) let's go :) a long way :(

alot people hiking with us. and most of them were old old

punya uncles aunties.what i can say is,

they are stronger and healthier than us.sad case.

the whole hiking took us about one and half hour i guess.

though its just the 90 minutes, but i felt alot alot lighter after that wakakaka

he is cruel. everyone knows!

hmmm, no comments :D

yeah we are getting down. but don't get cheated by them.

it isn't that hard lar

say peace :D

after that, we went to fetched our 大小姐 yap pei ching for breakfast. she said she's sick, canot go hiking, what a big liar!!!! she was very semangat and ate alot the dim sum!!!

banyakan?

last but not least :)

the bonds between us will never end :)

after that, we went to kah ben's house to continue our chating. we talked non-stop from the morning 9 am to noon 4'o clock. it was superb. there's no barrier between us, we chat heart to heart. talked everything!! loved the particular moment alot. has been a long time i didn't chat like this with someone anymore since i left the high school, since woon yin left for melbourne, since cheng fai didn't bother me much, and i miss my wei yeen ♥

2010-11-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

ohh no more broga hill tomorrow :(

has been postponed to next week

but little small ah pek mountain tomorrow

but still looking forward to the fun :)

till the next! night!

2010-11-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

BROGA HILL THIS SUNDAY

i cant wait :D :D

2010-11-19T22:10:00.005+08:00

steamboat is my favorite, steamboat eat all you can is my paradise :D :D :D

i love eating steamboat like alot alot alot, and i strongly believe this is the one of the way contribute to my non-stop growing of fats on all parts of my body. it is so scary when i look back to my last year picture, you know what, its only last year, i got frighten with my own face!!! now my face is like expanded so much or double or even triple size of last year. so sad!!!!

whatever. lets forget about it and feel the foods hehe

this QQ bbq steamboat restaurant is located at

kepong, D-G-2 Fortune Avenue, Jalan Metro Perdana 3, Taman Usahawan Kepong and the phone,012-9102506

so i went there with my lovely housemate to celebrate finishing exam hehe. well, the cleanliness of the place surprises us and the also the crow of people. because we went there on weekdays, surprising the place was filling with many people. and basically one person just have to pay RM 24.90 i think. so it worth every penny hehe.

the price is included with free flow of drinks.

the drinks got carbonated drinks, "leong sui" and some juices.

they have live scallop, and crabs. but their PRAWS are very awful.

small and not fresh!!!

but their ham tastes extraordinary nicer

than other steamboat shop.i ate alot hehe

look, i am so round :(

and also their lamb satay. is so so so nice.

so to conclude, worth going!!!

2010-11-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

my blog is dead...blame to the trails!!!! hahahaha and also my laziness. so yeah, exams are over now! its not a so happy thing i guess, because the results are like shits, but still, have some little improvement *claps* by the way, i believe i can do better than this piece of shit for the next time!!!

well, though i was having exam for past few weeks, i still have to grasp some oxygen. and so i attended my darling 18th years old birthday party!!!

this the birthday girl with all her blissful smiles :)

left one is her mum and her nephew

four of us left the party earlier and headed to steamboat. yeah, i know we are mean!!!

but the steamboat session was awesome to the max. besides the food was nice, the moment was so indescribable. one word, heaven! with the food i love, with the people i love, with the best setting which is the strong blowing wind, i will never ask for more.

we were trying to show off the foods to pei ching xD

saw my hairs?

showing off again! and we uploaded the pic to facebook

and tagged pei ching for every pictures haha

at the end of the night, we come out a conclusion, that is, spending time together with the right people is always awesome to the max!! agree?

2010-08-30T02:03:00.003+08:00

i feel sososososo frustrated because i have to spend my one week precious holiday with studying. how sad is that. i cannot do all the fun things but studying at home. sometimes i just wish to hold a story book in hand and sit quietly in a corner and immerse myself into the story. yet i haven finish reading my ps.i love you. how sad is that argghhhhhhhh

i need something exciting to happen

waiting for the 1st of step to come :)

2010-08-25T23:49:00.007+08:00

i always wanted to blog, but time does not allow me to do so. qualifying test is really comming real soon, i m quite worried about it. by the way, i said i m nt giving up!! i will work triper harder for this time!

in these few months, i have been through lots of ups and downs, mostly downs :(
i have no ideas where to start talking about these unhappy memories nor i shouldn't remind myself for the arching feeling. the only thing i can say is, a scar will never fade. it remains there forever.

a scar will never fade but happy memory stays in mind forever too. it tastes sweet whenever we think of it. yeah exactly, finally i could feel more abit of myself when being together with them. who are the them? they are my primary friends. i believe, there is a special chemical bond is formed between us. we feel unique and happy whenevr we hang together. our conversation has no ends. laugthers never stopped yet our chemical bond is growing stronger as day passes.

last sunday, we created another awesome moment in our memories. we went CYCLING. it sounds awesome right? the day started from an awesome raining morning. we all the way from cheras to taman pertanian malaysia which is located at shah alam. luckily we didn't get lost, million thanks to kin loeng's lovely gps :)

the taman pertanian is an awesome place too. alots of fun things we can do. pictures win a million words. lets the pictures tell the story :)

we did nt take breakfast before comming.we hunted for food tiredly in the middle of jungle.finally we found maggie. it tasted extra nicer than usuall.

after that, we got ready to explore the mother nature!!

taman padi!! it was so greenish. wakakaka i love this pic :) so much of old school feel.

rumah 4 season. ==' we got cheated. we were looking stupidly for the another 3 season. at the end, the worker told us tat they will change the season for every 3 months. sad, we wasted Rm3

a pond full of lotus. so beautifull :)

the friends we met there. they are indeedly ''friendly''

last but not least, our friendship will never end :)

hahahaha i have shorten quite alot, i didn't mention we visited small zoo, skytrek, paintball fishing river and so on. yeah unbelievable, there is a swimming pool in the middle of jungle, cool!

okay, gtg study! till the next!!!!!

BEN GOR's BIRTHDAY

2010-07-17T23:57:00.009+08:00

hahahaha our little ben has turned 18 today but we decided to give him a surprise celebration at yesterday,but the plan was not so success :( but touched him :)

early evening,me,pei ching, and her friend went to get his birthday cake and after that i went haunting for balloon in encosive,7-11 and some of the shops, finally found it but was so expensive. i din know nowadays balloons are so expensive =='

after some time and our hearts n sweats DAND DANG ~

hahahha kah ben said the decoration was so primary school feel

KAH BEN :)

he is making wishes!

after a WAR OF CREAM we went to fun ok for dinner section.i love fun ok alot. it gives me the feel of home and comfortable.

my han ling babe

we love each other vry much hehe

and last but not least, the COUPLE of the day

so matching xD

hahahahah, i really enjoyed today alot alot alot alot alot

has been a long time i didn't laugh my lungs out like today. we are friends since we were standard one yet out friendships are still counting ♥

2010-07-11T16:04:00.000+08:00

another sad day on friday, my one and only shorty was leaving.

she used to be my good listener and chatter. with her around, your mood will eventually get higher together with her high frequency voice. i love her alot. i felt i lost something in me after she has left. no matter how, i still will love you always.

there is no goodbyes for us, wherever you are, you are still in my heart.

a farewell party in her house before heading to lcct

yeah,we tried our best to hold a smile for her,but i failed.

chai woon yin, u must take good care of yourself ya, must always bring along the pepper spray and must always update me with ur life in melbourne,tao tak?

gonna miss you ♥

2010-07-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

last week, two of my bestties left me and went to australia for furthering their studies. yeah i know i should feel happy for them, but somehow i still feel sad about it. the marcus cheah left in a sudden,in earlier, he said he won't be leaving in this month,but who knows suddenly a notice in facebook saying that he will be leaving on wednesday, seriously a boom for me. but still i have to accept the fact.

on the tuesday,we jin yi,woon yin, ngar mun,him and me went to klcc and have lunch with marcus in chilli. the whole atmosphere was weird and weird,we did not do much talking but just kept staring at the foods. at night, we went for steamboat with whole bunch of friends as the farewell dinner for him.

on wednesday, is the day he was leaving.the whole atmosphere was even worst.tears dropped when seeing his shadow leaving us :(

do take care ya marcus cheah! gonna miss you like real hard!

2010-07-10T04:52:00.003+08:00

currently my life is very happening,

will write about very single each memories here soon

i promise :)

2010-04-25T03:57:00.002+08:00

really have been very emotional recently.after high school,every things seem so different and very different.the person i thought i could share everything with suddenly makes me feel so strange.i hardly could tell her what's happening on me.which upsets me the most is, i realised there is no one there for me whem i am seriously helpless. all my so called best friends suddenly make me feel like all are my newly befriended friends.losing all the things i treasured the most,make me feel so hollow inside.who supposed can comfort me the most made my tears dropping endlessly.i am so heart broken.

2010-03-11T02:54:00.003+08:00

hmm now is 3.00am, spm results will be released in seven hours more. trying to say i am not nervous at all is really a lie. i am just convincing myself to let it be. a mixture of feeling now. i am lost in words, really have no ideas what tomorrow gonna be like, a happy crying or a sorrow ones. still may the god bless me throughout this suffering yet torturing feeling till i have the guts to face my results.thanks a lot. 阿弥陀佛 :)

2010-03-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

it is march now! i have no idea what i have done in the past two months,a total failure of me :(

but on the 26th of feb, i had a greatest birthday celebration ever, it was like so perfect! all my wonderful and awesome friends made my special day even to more special! they threw me a surprise celebration by coming over to my apartment in the early morning when i barely opened my eyes widely. it was scary instead of surprising! i thought there was something unknown at the outside of the door and rang the bell! hahahaha i know i am a coward! but it was so nice to have all and each one of you to be with me on my turning 18 day!

at the night, i went to jogoya with my primary friends. no doubts,was another wonderful moment will be remarked in my life forever!

not only that, on the 25th of feb i went to MCKL's OB night,i was so high on that night cause i kepy telling myself that i am going to be 18 very soon! i am finally a pure adult!! so that i can go clubbing and whatever i like! besides that, biao ge was so annoying on that night due to my playfulness! i am apology hehe and thanks for giving me a memorable birthday celebration! heart you!

by the way, spm results is realising on this coming thursday.i have no guts to face my poor results. god bless me please!! till the next!!

2010-02-10T19:47:00.006+08:00

accommodating myself to a new environment is really a hard stuff. even though it has been a month i m studying here, but i still feel uncomfortable with all the new faces and hardly could chat as syoik as with shorty. time will take me better in hanging with all my new friends. the only thing i know of them is all of them are like super duper smart and clever. they are always come out not understandable question to ask teachers,sometimes i really get stunned.

besides that, i just attended orientation camp somewhere in tapah. well, it was fun and experiencing. it was my first time sleeping under the tent with someone i totally don't know and on the last day, i slept with ngar mun under the starry sky and embraced by the greenish grasses. the feeling was indescribable.

looking back to my some of my previous posts, i miss all my good times seriously.

memories taste sweet all the time. i really dun wish to move forward instead of indulging in all sweet time with all my lovely and adorable friends!

baby leong

i miss the smile (:

2010-01-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

this mask is cute hehe

2010-01-15T21:43:00.006+08:00

haha its has been a long time since i last crapped in my blog. a brand new year starting with a real exciting challenge. college life is real tiring cant believe i am going to have monthly test on this coming monday yet you know what, my college has just started lessons a week ago. dreadful! i have to start back the life in starbucks just like preparing for SPM!

well the college is okay. the lecturers are awesome especially the biology's lecturer. i swear i have never met such a good biology teacher before. apart from that, i see the shadow of mr.ting in my college again instead she is a girl, haha that is my math teacher. her soft talking and nervousness when teaching is just like our mr.ting. their canteen, the so called of cafeteria is yuck. i miss cempaka's canteen already seriously.

nowadays, i sweep i mop i wash i cook exactly like a housewife. living alone away from family the love ones is not as fun as i thought in first. i have to do everything by my own. plus i have survived in this week with only thirty ringgit in my wallet. how sad is that :(

coincidentally, my house warming party was great and had my new year eve there hehe!

2009-12-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

i have settled down the place to stay

wow moving into it soon,real soon i mean

i want to have a party night at there for celebrating

wow is a fun night for sure!!!!

2009-12-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

you are the world

i am a dreamer

i dreamed to own the world.

2009-10-07T00:10:00.003+08:00

eh i betul betul busy sangat lar. hardly to have some time sitting in front of the comp.

hahahha everyday i spend more then six hours in dealing with the books but my results is still the disappointing ones.

betul betul tak tao why lar. got no more ideas where to start studying anymore already.

now i just feel like wan to have a good night sleep in order to recoup back my strength as well as my semangat to fight with this tough tough war.

hahhahaha cakap like a tentera tua sahaja. hahhaha by the way, the lyric of this song has stuck in my brain for quite a long time.

the blood cells in my body move with the rhythm of this song whenever i listen to it. haha thumb ups seriously.

i shall stop craping and get into bed.hehe nitez ppl and all the best to u and to me! god bless us !!

2009-09-23T12:39:00.008+08:00

he paints my love

love you always will & always have

2009-09-21T00:05:00.007+08:00

hahahha i went jusco with my younger sis today

haha parents dumped me and my sis for going shopping at one utama, someone dumped me to have movie with his friend wor

wakakkaka btw i still enjoyed the moment that i spent with my sis hehe

hahahahha my barbie has a new hair cut today

my barbie so leng lui edi hahahah

got to study and sleep hahahha

i love my dad like no one's business hehe

nitez ppl. love ya!

2009-09-17T19:19:00.008+08:00

在努力的放松自己在努力的大笑在努力的不让自己哭在努力的快乐在努力的看轻压力

在努力的啃书在努力的把成绩搞好我在努力了再努力我再再地努力

可是我的努力 not worth a damn

wtf. besides crying out loud. i cant find any better way to release myself.

the queen would never undesrtand me as i m not her best child.

just need a little more. a little more of understanding

then everything would be great.

but still i m believing in god, just a little more i need.

2009-09-12T22:09:00.003+08:00

hahahaha i canot restrain the tempting of my friend

and finally i got myself a facebook account!!!

i know i should have it earlier, but i just wish to have it after spm

because then my facebook account would be more meaningful.

but now wakakakkaa

by the way, good luck to all my friends and may the god bless us!!!

2009-09-12T20:53:00.004+08:00

aiks i love weekend like no one's business. i can sleep like no one's business.i can be like a pig with no one cares.yor babe finally today i can feel the air!!! finally i m able to grasp some air to breath. i was so so busy in the past few weeks and also in the coming weeks. but no matter how sibuk i am, my life is still very wonderful and even more colourful than before. i m just loving it.yet you just don't know how great it feels when everyday morning the first thing i see is his message. it is really a lovely way to start my another energetic day. whenever i have no more energy to carry on, he would immediately overwhelm me with the on top of world feeling everytime i thought of his firm trust, understanding and confidence he placed on me. basking in his care and warmth, contributed to my string of colorful life reasons. Kesimpulannya, i feel luck on my side and a complete whole of my life. i love my family i love him i love my barbie i love wei yeen i love my friends and i love giraffe hahahaha xD biology is waiting for me.till the next!

2009-09-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

wtf. wtf. wtf.

nak go bang the wall

and jump from klcc.

real disappointed in myself.

2009-08-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

phewww

this gonna be a super short post.

just came back from pantai hospital.

finally i listen to my mum and took the H1N1 confirmatory test.

ofcoz it is negative. wakakakaka

my mum finally can have a good night sleep tonight.

i have wasted alot of money in this month

i bang my car twice in a week *godness n sweatness

logging out ~ gtg study !!!!

2009-08-17T16:45:00.002+08:00

yeah babe, two more weeks to trial, one more day to msss *headache headache headache

hahahhahha xD i ponteng school today but skipping school is very normal for nowadays. i planned to have a real long study session but dun know what's wrong with my body, i am having a real gastric pain since morning till now. as a science student, i do study biology. chapter 6 says milk can neutralize the hydrochloric acid which stores in ours stomach, then i pandai pandai go drink chocolate milk but don seem it works,after that i got myself another big mug of original HL milk. WTH it got worse and more pain. the contraction of my stomach muscle made my lip turned pale and my body had no energy. at the end i went down and cook my favorite fried egg soup with vegetable. lucky my lovely mum n dad were back in the nick of time and helped out me. wakakkaka the conclusion is, milk cannot neutralize the hydrochloric acid in our stomach!!! i told my mum about this, she said i should drink hot milk instead of cold. but i don't think whether cold or hot would make any difference, i think it is because the rennin enzyme cannot synthesis the acid properly. wakakkaka i love bio like god has created me to be. hahahhaa love ya !!!!

2009-08-15T00:01:00.013+08:00

i love him enough to love his way plus his i dunknw and oh i see

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that. -Michael Leunig

= )

2009-08-12T20:38:00.004+08:00

好, 就用别的角度看东西

可能会开心一点

不管了随你 & 你喜欢！！！

9 / 8 / 09

2009-08-09T22:22:00.012+08:00

my mum promised to get me an iphone if i really study hard for my trail

so wait for me lar my lovely iphone

wakakakaka

yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my 啊婆

and wish my 公公 gets well soon !!!

薏 hearts to you and you.

best buddies for life !!!

2009-08-08T23:14:00.004+08:00

oh well, i had a really nice talk with my really speacial and best friend in the car just now. even tough we are in the different school, we mix with the different people, we have the different sosial background but there is still have no gap between us. we have the same thinking, we have the same common, we will be there for each another anytime anywhere and no matter what. and not to mention her boy, he treats me just like his second girlfriend. just a msg, then he stays up late with me till the next morning while i am studying. just a msg, he will go look for top up for my my hp no matter it is 2 o'clock in the morning or 3 o'clock. i just simply told wei yeen my hp needs a protector case, then her boy rushed to sg.wang and get one for me in the next day. they are just like my Samaritan, my only life and death buddies in my life. i love them as much as i love myself. i treasure them as much their love and affection to me. love you guys forever !!! hahahahha

2009-07-23T21:38:00.005+08:00

today i went for jogging at dusk,the feeling was as best as swimming during night time.it makes me feel so stress free. but i guess my mum was so worried for me at d inside of the house. actually i really wish to tell her, mami i am a big girl now, i know how to take care and protect myself well. i was shocked when i entered my room at this evening, my room looked so neat from the books, the papers, the pens to my bed. i shouted to my mum from upstair, miiiiii why is my room so neat, did kakak come today? she answered, i dont know. haha her little simple action touched me tremendously. obviously she helped me to clean up my study table and the room in order me to have a better study's surrounding, what she wants from me is just very simple ie study hard

i love you miii.

2008 my lovely mum

2009-07-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

soaring into the sky

drowning in his love

on top of the world feeling greater than ever.

he made me feel so real

2009-07-19T13:29:00.003+08:00

wow omg

i really really cant believe it

sir kk

hey, get yourself ready for msss

har?

msss will be on 11 and 12 of next month

what? i thought i lost already.

whoever got medal will be in for msss so prepare yourself.

was totally a bomb

i m in for msss

i never thought of it to happen

omg !!!!

i m in for msss

joy is overwhelming me

i m loving it !!!!

haha happy for me? i guess he definitely does.

2009-07-18T23:35:00.009+08:00

i wan to make magic ~ ma giccc

wow just came back from the production 2009 - fame

it was great it was awesome everything was perfect

from the dance to the music and also the stage design

haha the most important of all

i went to fame with a bunch of best buddies.

today i was a little bit too high again

hahahhaa 同学

thanks for making my night so enjoyable and wonderful.

btw i really enjoyed the show very muchh.

good night people.

again

i miss him more than the words ever say.

2009-07-17T22:03:00.011+08:00

OMG ~ not a word can describe the BIG SPLASH and my feeling right now

the big splash was super awesome fantastic amazing wonderful remarkable incredible and COOL

it was my first time and the last time be in cempaka pool.

all of us were shoulder to shoulder and holding hands together,

1~2~3 jump ~ wow the feeling was super duper good !!!!

today i was totally keyed up

today i was happier than happy

today was the greatest and happiest day in school ever !!!!

fever in excitement !!!!

just love it ~

let pics do the talking

last but not least, SELADANG won the first house cup.

wow congratz !!!!

2009-07-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

看似不在 , 实则长在

i heart you.

2009-07-13T19:18:00.015+08:00

time flies fast. time changes thing, you and me.

me from an inner,bad temper and rude girl to a rude, playful and talkative girl.

haha

by the way, memories taste sweet all the times.

memory is a way of holding on the thing you love and treasure.

today woon yin told me this, i love you more than i can say.

cheng fai please don jealous. xD

i love you too, shorty.

haha.

my night ends with his text

and

my every new day stats with his heartfelt msg.

2009-07-09T18:20:00.004+08:00

pada hari yang mulia ini, 本小姐 telah 危险驾驶 >_<

breathing in and out.

getting myself to calm down now.

2009-07-04T23:08:00.006+08:00

besides telling i am happy now, i cant figure out what else i can say.

basically i took a week to recoup my strength after the competition

i was really really exhausted.haha btw next week i have to start

preparing myself for the next competition

he is just too wonderful to me.

he believes in me more than i believe in myself

a special thanks to sir KK and him

haha love ya.

and as well as friends who concerned of me

thank you. just love you all tremendously.

2009-07-01T01:30:00.006+08:00

i m feeling so light now. well now is approximately 1.30 am. i know i should be sleeping now but the i wish to put down some kind of complicated plus delighted feeling in the form of word before i slumber. first and foremost, i won bronze medal for my mssd yesterday. i dont feel a single bit of disappointment. i knew i have given my best and done my best.before the fight started, i accidentally heard sir KK said to sir daniel, oh shit she is going to fight her. the her is really an experienced and professional opponent i never met. the way she stared at me fiercely i still cant wipe out from my mind. she was like possessing the sixth sense, she knew what i am going to do in the next before i rise my legs. i lost to her without a segment of unsatisfied. on the contrary, i felt indeed honor could have a square and fair fight with her. even i was lost but i still feel extremely profoundly exceptionally happy because i have learnt something. sir KK said, good game. i guess indeed so. i dun feel embarrassed to tell him that i was lost. i told him proudly and he was happy for me too i think. last time i sure i will cry for my lose but now i have mastered the saying of lose of win does not matter. bronze medal is not as good as, but is good enough. yesterday is a day that i will never forget forever. i felt contended i felt sense of achievement. next month, going to have a small tournament again, i won a gold medal before in this tournament, i aim for second gold medal in my life. with sir kk and him supporting me, no doubt my confidence has been increased. love ya.

even its a bronze medal, but its still very heavy.hehe xD

2009-06-28T18:46:00.004+08:00

i wish i may,i wish i might

have the wish i wish tonight

tomorrow means alot to me.

i will do my best for tomorrow.

god,please bless me

god tomorrow,

please stay beside me till the end of it.

i love you, god

2009-06-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

wow it is really cool

i found many of my primary school friends' blogs

blogging is really the best way to keep in touch with friends

haha in fact i missed them a lot

especially those moments when we fooling around without thinking much

haha and leou gyn requested me to post this pic here

2009-06-26T22:40:00.008+08:00

skype with shorty

read eclipse

receive his text

switch off the light in my room

all these eventually become a new habit of me before touching bed.

haha i guess the 149 was too miss me and she decided to come over my house today again in all the sudden.haha so we were not having group study today but completing our math hw. we used almost two hours for doing the math ex book. wakkakaka. after that we went for lunch and i m the one who driving. omg. god blessed me. god gifted me her as sitting beside me. i was shaking in the whole journey even tough it was indeed a short journey. haha. without her i might get my nerves on and neurotic yet i cant guarantee can be back home safely. haha.

yea is her and me again.

baby was not here today, he dropped her and left.

but this pic was taken yesterday.

2009-06-25T18:35:00.010+08:00

i think my legs muscles are really got hurt and so i decided to let them get rest for half day. haha i managed to practice some foot works in this morning before this two lovely fellows came to my house. well we actually wanna to try to have group study haha who knows it is really works. at least at the end i get to know what is double decomposition now. haha xD

my shorty, her boy, ours baby.

weeeeeeeeee i love my teeth.

wakakakakaka

2009-06-22T22:49:00.004+08:00

因你我而满足

我终于搞懂如何去期待 & 等待

哈哈

最近许多朋友被感情问题找上

顺便在这里替朋友加加油

GO fishhyyyy!!!you mesti boleh!!!

我不再去想

what is going to happen in the next

因为，现在

i m contented.

i just love the way he is now.

haha.

2009-06-22T20:18:00.004+08:00

i bet you will love it. haha because i am very fond of it.

爱爱爱

2009-06-21T19:56:00.002+08:00

i m happy that my mum never scold me a word about my results but i situated in a circumstance which is even worse than scolding. my mum wanted to see changes in my timetable. okie fine. i tukar for her. nagging is normal, i take it. but now i am more like a prisoner, my mum wants to know whatever things i do in the next moment. i need to report to her everything i am going to do. she will be satisfied as long as she heard the word STUDY. cant tahan larrrr.

i am keep checking the VLE from time to time in order to see the latest update. haha waiting for Dr. to announce that school is going to be closed for a week.

i nearly wanted to give up the mssd due to pressure. but at the last i did not do so. i listen to my sir and him, give it a try. i don't know why i felt very very hungry from the moment i knew my weight has been cut down to a very satisfying scale. right after that i was just keep putting foods into my mouth and filling my stomach. maybe it is a way for me to release stress.

the more he cares for me, the more real feelings rushing into me.

2009-06-19T12:11:00.002+08:00

studies are slowly taking over my life.

2009-06-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

before i kick off with my moral project, i must apologize for putting my blog in private in the past few days. haha i know you people could not resist the strong urge to read my blog. hahahaha. this is probably because i need sometime to recoup my strength as well as cut down the wear and tear of my body in order to berperang pada setiap hari dengan penuh semangat!!!!

i started my preparation for mssd since last week. but some kind of fright is developing in me. the fear of failure. the fear of disappointing my beloved ones and even more. just two weeks away from competition, but i still feel like myself is not capable of, this absolutely cripples me with fear again. i m planning to give up but i wish to achieve something in my life which can fill the emotional gap in me. everyday comes home with an exhausting body even so i still find ways to work on my fitness in order to challenge my fatigue. wtf. wtf.

in fact, he is really hard to wipe off from my mind. he spurs me on to work hard to make my dream materializes. he surged within me to move forward. even though and hitherto, i m still like in the total darkness because i dun see the light showering from him, vulnerable in such strenuous condition. wtf.

my life nothing less than my bunch of good friends. they would soothe my heart and mind, and rid all of my worries. especially 149 and her love ones, their endless love and care often touched me tremendously. they are the ones who always help me face my weakness and at the time pointed out my strengths. their presence always made this comforting feeling come rushing into my mind beautifully and soothingly. she and him always there when i need a shoulder to linger on. without all these buddies around me, my life would be as dreary and dry as the raisins exposed to the desert sun and i would remain alone groping in the dark in my life. hahahahaha needless to utter all the awesome friends who are by my side all the time because you should know where my heart lays. i just love you all to the MAX !!!

2009-06-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

我累了

x____x

2009-06-12T21:39:00.008+08:00

hmmm taking a deep breath, okie lets starts talking about today. obviously today is a friday and yet here came to end of my lovely and adorable school holidays. my last day of holiday is indeed remarkable actually.haha left ton of homework and assignment waiting for me to complete. my to-do list don't see many ticks. haha anyways i really enjoyed today. i have promised myself after today i really will work very very very hard on my studies. haha today me and him walked shoulder to shoulder, staring in his eyes hearing his laughing sounds just made me feel so real. was like indulging in unique comfortable that i never hunger to break up. haha that's all. lastly i really had much much much fun with my bunch of best friends and not to mention my shorty, she was with me the whole day. haha love you. you are my one and only shorty.

2009-06-11T01:31:00.004+08:00

i just hang up my phone with someone who needed help.haha . love supposed to be something extremely sweet and sweet only. while talking phone no should say when i sedang menasihatkan dia, i was trying to figure out the feeling of love. actually i did benefit in the process of chatting. i realized that love is more to support.to be more specified, love is like spiritual support. you will feel real good when you know someone always there for you when you are helpless. the love the support is the gear to make you moving forward. haha seriously don't know why i am so seriously in love with him. not a crush for sure. i am quite happy that this few days he has been sms-ing over with me. while chatting with cf, i was just thinking of him. worrying for his exam at tomorrow. cant wait to reply his msg and wishing him all the best. wakakkakka. something made me laugh like crazy after hung up the phone,which is baby ended the chat with two words 谢谢. wakkaka love you =]

2009-06-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

i cant accept he is a gay.OMG

Adam Lambert finally confirms his sexuality in the new issue ofRolling Stone (on stands tomorrow).

"I don't think it should be a surprise for anyone to hear that I'm gay," the American Idol runner-up says.

Look back at the Season 8 Idol's finale most unforgettable moments.

"I'm proud of my sexuality," continues the rocker, who was photographed holding hands with interior designer Drake LaBry earlier this month. "I embrace it. It's just another part of me."

Check out photos of star couples who can't get enough of each other.

But Lambert, 27, from San Diego -- who performed Sam Cooke's "A Change Is Gonna Come" on the Idol finale -- says he's not the poster boy for gay rights.

"I'm trying to be a singer, not a civil rights leader," he tells RScontributor Vanessa Grigoriadis.

VIDEO: Adam Lambert talking to Rolling Stone about his cover shoot.

Lambert admits that he was nervous about coming out while Idol was still on the air because contestants are under a media embargo, and he wanted to do it on his "own terms." (He also says producers were open to him handling it however he wanted to.)

"I was worried that [coming out] would be so sensationalized that it would overshadow what I was there to do, which was sing," Lambert tells the mag. "I'm an entertainer, and who I am and what I do in my personal life is a separate thing. it shouldn't matter. Except it does. It's really confusing."

Find out what an Idol stylist has to say about Lambert's look.

Lambert credits the FOX reality show with helping him gain self confidence.

"I finally checked into my self-worth for the first time in my life, and the fact that it coincided with Idol is so sweet," he says. "I mean, I still have moments where I think, 'Oh, my skin is terrible, and I'm a little fat -- I should really go to the gym more.' But for the most part, when I look in the mirror now, I finally see somebody who can do something cool."

See before and after pics of Idol's weight winners (and losers).

For more details on which Idol Lambert is attracted to, how he came out to his family, and what was going through his head when those photos of him in drag hit the web mid-season, pick up the newest issue ofRolling Stone, on stands Wednesday.

http://omg.yahoo.com/news/adam-lambert-finally-confirms-i-m-gay/23594?nc

2009-06-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

just pray you are mine

2009-06-07T19:04:00.003+08:00

it has been few days that his name is not visible in my phone's inbox. i really wish i could speak my mind out to him, but i dare not simply because i m too coward. naturally, misses exist, as does the desire to text him, but everything is much more controlled and i never act on my thoughts. again simply because i am too afraid. i am afraid that i annoyed him. i am afraid that he takes me nothing less than just a very normal friend. i even more afraid that everything will be too late when i finally found the courage to tell how much i missed him.

i told woon yin he is always appears in the right time. the time when i needed supports the most. because he always puts confidence in me. he never doubt about my capability before, yet the positive thinking i posses now is came from him. last time i was a person who totally lack of confidence.nevertheless, he has always been there to share my triumphant and victorious moments, and when i had my share of disappointments and frustrations, he is habitually there with his kind words of comfort.

sometimes i really doubt, u came and joined me for badminton with your injured back. i asked, don't it matter? u said u wanna to test the limit of your back and see how far it can go. i really unsure what were you thinking. i just know you didn't let me down at the end but your injury got more serious. you even told me, after meeting me again just make you feel like getting back to taekwondo. i in doubt about you more.

2009-06-06T23:17:00.009+08:00

due to the laziness, i was unwilling to step out my lovely house. wakakkaka family all headed to seremban and have dinner with grandparents. in first i decided to ring my friends up and go for dinner together but at the moment, i saw something in pei ying's blog. wakakka she said she cooked lunch for herself.then i think what if i cook dinner for myself too. wakkakaka it must be great and fun. so i chop chop chop wash wash wash fry fry fry boil boil boil and so came out this bowl of mixture wakakkakka tasted nice. i swear. xD

hey i was the champion of cooking competition in suria also when i was form 2. so u can imagine how nice it was. haha .

i finished all.haha

and to my fishy, i am really nothing . i was really joking only. dont take it so seriously. hahha btw i think i fall in love with you more jor. how ar? are you lesbian ? haha love you :)

2009-06-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

links updated.

2009-06-04T23:01:00.001+08:00

tommorrow gonna be an expected great day again!!!

i heart to you guys

really cant wait to see you people.

i love you. xD

2009-06-04T02:02:00.005+08:00

today is gone unconsciously. and the things not supposed to be in this way. everything turned up to dull seriously. cheng fai and jing yi came late for badminton. he left early. i kena forced to go for high tea with grandparents when i m still playing badminton. wth.wth. as i thought, today gonna be the greatest happiest funniest day at challenger. but wth. even worst, i went to the curve twice in a week. yet today had dinner at italianies. wth. what i ate today were so tasteless. the foods there are supposed to taste like brilliant. but my mum ordered the pasta the pizza etc all without cheese. know why? cause my grandparents do not eat cheese. so i am damn speechless. even the waiter asked and asked again are u sure all the foods cook without cheese? i swt. haiz. today not supposed to be in this way seriously. i have done nothing for today again. got a whole day out again.wtf. i m just missing him too much again and dun know what to do agian.

2009-06-02T19:45:00.004+08:00

good news people. wakakkaka now u guys can choose not to sit cheng fai's messy car edi. u have another choice, that is my car. wakkakakak finally i passed my driving test today. wow. happy for me for you? haha. today totally is a great day. even though i had to endure the hotness and dirtiness in the driving school just now, but i felt worth.haha. woke up at 5.30 then headed to there.everyone was asking me why need go bangi so far to take the test, i have no ideas at all, ask ngar mun why, yea coincidentally HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ngar mun. wakakkakaka.

i hope everything can last a little bit longer. he showed that he cares. he never make me down. wakakkakkaa. but someone's message came earlier than him. wakakkak that is my oldest yet not as cute as kevin classmate. such a surprise. i guess he was bored in the school that's why he wished me. dude am i ritez? wakakkakka. whatever, just finished talking phone with kah ben. not really a long chat but he made me suffered alot. i don't know since when he talks like me already. 口齿不清 . most of time i was just saying "har...har...i don't hear what u said" to him. wakakkaka. to my dear friends, now only i know how hard it is to get what i say. haha sry. i m apology. haha. the next i m gonna menceritakan those friends i met today. look forward ya. haha lazy now. see ya.

2009-06-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

when a woman loves a man. she attempts to interest the man in whatever ways. she tries to look her best all the times. she tries to find out as many things as possible about the man. and even she tries to be the very woman of his dreams. eventually this the beginning of the wonderful thing called "love".

friends of mine made me have this thought. but it is true. and for sure, i am no exception either.

actually i have planed to start off my preparation for the competition today but because of the oldest yet most baby like's friend said he laughed at my post when he read it. this aroused my curiosity. so i used the half an hour to reread and reread my post. i dun see anything worth a laugh. wakakkaka nvm lar...now he is in sweet sweet state whatever he sees he smells he touches also will make him feel SWEET. but as a friend of you must remind you this, beware of kencing manis ya xD wakkakaka.

he is unremitting emerge in my mind. i m pining for his best wishes of luck for my big day at tomorrow. but this might be just a dream, a mere fantasy that seems impossible to actualize. but i still wish that he cares. looking forward to his msg apprehensively, really hate the fearful feeling of being depressed by him. whatsoever just wish the god will bless me tomorrow. love ya.

2009-05-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

tagged by sook yee n fishyyyyyy

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
答∶ sure can lar why not..

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？
答：laughters

03.最近最鬱悶的事？
答：my laziness

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？
答：rudeness, woon yin keeps complaining about it

05.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？
答：most of the i will keep silence. i wont take the first step.

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點？
答: friendly, crazy and cutie

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？
答：an enough sleep time

08.你的夢想是什麼？
答：i dream alot de wor. i got a lot wor. hard to tell here. w

ant to know then come to see me personally

09.喜欢现在的生活吗？

答：just loved.

10.满意自己的容貌？
答: somehow. i canot blame bcos this is the anugerah of tuhan.

nilai satu kepercayaan kepada tuhan ya ppl.

11.什么人是你欣賞的？
答：voon fei gua.

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？
答：jump from klcc.

13.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？
答：still like the kiet eie here. having a wonderful lifestyle.

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？

答: yea, i always plan to do so. i love adventures.

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？
答: i will smack myself in order to wake up.

16.如果不幸負債400萬，你打算如何償還債務？
答: i will wake up from the dream. ask myself dun dream.

17.如果有男/女友的你喜欢上另一个你心中的梦中情人，你会怎么做？
答：acts normal like nothing happen.

18.喜欢怎样的另一半？
答：just like him. wakkakaka

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答：unlimited.

20.最想到哪里举行婚礼？
答：rome.

21.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？
答：愛人好

22.有什麼不可告人的怪癖？
答：I cant sleep without handkerchief

23.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？
答：make the world peace.

2009-05-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

to conclude about today, a word can be used to describe me now that is worn out. i am extremely tired. i am extremely exhausted. my eyes is closing now. not really a good day as i wished in this early morning, get scolded badly by my eng teacher. omg. was my fault . i never do his work by following the way he wants. but he apologized to me at the end of the class coz scolded me badly just now. i was shocked. i looked at him blindly. haha he is just a cute old man.

i have a new hair cut. hehe.

2009-05-30T10:18:00.007+08:00

yeah babe come on babe xD this is what i kept repeating to my beloved friends yesterday. haha i believe all of us had fun. goshh this week passed like a blink of eyes. i dun know where to start and how to start talking about what i have done in this past few days. i believe there is no reason for me to feel sad nay disappointed.so this gonna be a long post, so people ready?

first of all i took my driving test on this tuesday and as expected i failed it. wakakkaka such a shame. never mind because many people teman me fail together also wakakakka not that paiseh.

next i went swimming with my cousin sis. well from that is feel like a normal stuff but the best part is we swam at night. wow can u imagine that how relaxed and relievable it is. at the moment u will feel like at the top of the world.floating inside of the warm water just feel real good.

on wed my family and i went shopping at 1-utama. nothing special to highlight about but we had a good family time. in that day only laughters could be heard among us. i love my family. suddenly this song came into my mind haha i love you, you love me we are happy family.

well thursday woon yin came with a curled hair. haha she looked more mature and feel like she grew taller xD.

friday skipped school because my dad begged me dun go school haha. to be honest, i wasted the whole afternoon by doing nothing. wakkakaka evening went badminton with friends night we had bbq party at noodles's house.all games are all about concentration. wakkakkaa we were damn not serious yesterday we fooled more than playing. we talked crap more than hitting the shuttlecock. but most of all us were happy than happier. no doubt that when u with the right people at the right time the ease definitely will rush into you.

yesterday i was a little too over excited, forgive me people. i know the shorty damn annoyed haha. but i know she loves me all the time, me too xD muackzz. came back home with an exhausted body. but seeing at my phone's inbox nothing is longer matters to me. only an intense feeling i could feel at the deepest part of my heart. i dun know and wonder where he stands at my heart. he is just someone who always interrupts my serene thought. someone i respect all the time.

by the way, i am pleased that he texted me in this early morning of today. haha maybe this is a good start of my day. all the best for me and for you people. haha xD. love ya .

not a word can describe my feeling now.

2009-05-29T09:01:00.004+08:00

[100 truth] tagged by PEMINAT PISANG!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : water .

2. Last phone call: dun rmb .

3. Last text message: matchk .

4. Last song you listened to: no boundaries by kris allen

5. Last time you cried: dun rmb.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: sure

7. Been cheated on: sure.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no for sure .

9. Lost someone special: not really.

10. Been depressed: Yes .

11. Been drunk and threw up: i got alcoholic allergy .

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. green

13. red

14. yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Yes .

16. Fallen out of love: ya gua .

17. Laughed until you cried: not really.i control my emotion .

18. Met someone who changed you: this year nope.

19. Found out who your true friends were: still finding.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: dun knw.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost everyone .

23. How many kids do you want?: waakkakaka mayb 2.

24. Do you have any pets: yea i hv a doggie.

25. Do you want to change your name: why i need to sure no lar.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: just a normal ones.

27. What time did you wake up today: 8 something

28. What were you doing at midnight: study and music.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: today's bbq party at yee mun's house

30. Last time you saw your Mother: yesterday evening.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: thinking~

32. What are you listening to right now : nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope .

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: i need food .

35. Most visited webpage: youtube and my blog.xD

36. Whats your real name: chew kiet eie .

37. Nicknames: 宝贝

38. Relationship Status: Single.

39. Zodiac sign: pisces

40. Male or female?: Female .

41. Primary School?: SJK(C) batu 9 cheras

42. Secondary School?: Sri Cempaka / seri suria

43. High school/college/university?: seri cempaka

44. Hair colour: black .

45. Long or short: long.

46. Height: 167cm .

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: haha dun knw

48: What do you like about yourself?: everything

49. Piercings: left ears .

51. Righty or lefty: right .

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: none .

53. First piercing: form 3 .

54. First best friend : dun knw .

55. First sport you joined:taekwondo

56. First vacation: ask my parents.

58. First pair of trainers: sir kk?

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nope .

60. Drinking: nope .

61. I'm about to: go eat.

62. Listening to: 春雨裡洗過的太陽

63. Waiting on: parents to come home.

YOUR FUTURE

64. What kids?: what?

65. Get Married?: yea lar.

66. Career?: finish spm oni talk abt it .

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: Taller

70. Older or Younger: Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms .

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: sure nope.

77. Drank hard liquor: never .

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yea .

79. Sex on first date: sure no lar.

80. Broken someone's heart: yea

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: yea

84. Cried when someone died: never met such incident b4

85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: not really lar.

87. Miracles: yea quite blv in

88. Love at first sight: nope gua.

89. Heaven: not really.

90. Santa Claus: nope.

91. Kiss on the first date: i wont.

92. Angels: not really.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope .

95. Did you sing today?: going to.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes .

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i m looking forward.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 24 of december.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : depends.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: haha...tak tao

FIVE lucky ppl to do tis quiz -->

joyce lim

april

kah jun

suk yan

hui san

2009-05-26T17:36:00.003+08:00

seriously, in love with him

his voice melts my heart

2009-05-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

for the god's sake, i must pull myself from deteriorating. study harder.

I can't pretend that I'm alright about the pain I feel inside. but i need to take it because this is the consequence i get it my self. mr.V said i dont see your effort. my mum comforted me by asking me to work harder for the next time. i swear, there is no more room for disappointment in me.

2009-05-18T23:05:00.004+08:00

she is a girl who keeps asking me to dedicate a special post for her.so here you are my dear.well i bet she never know i knew her before i came to seri cempaka. erm to be more precise, i actually found hers friendster account before i entered to cempaka and added her as well.i guess she never know tis till now.her pretty faces in friendster makes me have the thought of cempaka schools has alot pretty girls. when i met kah ben the first thing he asked me was , did you meet the girl named hui san in your school? haha i said yea i did but never make friend with her. i know he kinda disappointed if not he could get to know her from me.God has written all before us. half a year later, we got into closer and she is the one started off to call me bao bei without any reason. she spread the epithet bao bei out like the cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan. she is quite nagging at times but kind hearted all the time. she is a shopaholic as the fact. haha. love ya.

2009-05-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

the particular split second when he walked pass ours practice's place is still vividly in my mind. that was the first time i saw him. he stole the show.everyone was eying on him.yea included me. even some of my seniors were discussing about him and had the intention to know him. at the end what we get to know was he is my sir KK's beloved brother. haha. that happened when i was standard two which means i was only 8 year old.yea so again he appeared in my training place two years ago. and now he is my teakwondo sir - sir KL. haha for this long time is like he teaches i learn. a few sentences might come across while learning but never has been like today before.we chatted alot. he talked about his experiences in taekwondo. how he managed to get his third tan and so on. haha he even said this, i remember you, u were taught by me when u were small like this (he showed how tall i was during that time). at that moment i was like are you sure. then he continued some more saying your sisters too. i teach you all until wan die already you all damn naughty. don't like to follow my instruction some more not clever wor,need a long time to learn. the others two seniors were laughing at me.i totally speechless. somethin more embarrassing even happened on me today, as i was late as usual but i forgotten to bring my belt.so sir KK lent me one but a yellow belt. the worst part is, i took a long time but still cant get the belt tied up nicely. then sir KL was like kiet eie come, i answered what, he said come lar. i went to him then he helped me to tie, i astonished. plus he said this in the end, senior black belt wor, dun even can tie properly.then i said thanks n i ran away immediately. damn no face +____+

by the way, he is totally a hot guy. muscular built. fierce when teaching but soft while talking. my memory for sir KL no longer stop at the shadow he walked away with his botak head but added a new piece now, which is he did teach me before when i was small.wakakkakaa.really feel grateful to have a hot sir like him x.x . till the next. physics tommorow. taekwondo mssd next month.love ya =]

2009-05-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

haha had change new visitor counter with an egg look and reset it to start from 0

i love this blog skin tremendously....looks cute isnt it?

haha whatever.

till the next

night.

2009-05-14T20:35:00.004+08:00

accidentally browse through sook yee's blog she tagged me

wakkakkaka still not in the mood to study yet so i get this thingy done haha

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

forehead =]

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

woke up at 3 then said shit coz i haven start my chemistry revision yet

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
nagr mun yee mun and the short one

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
sure no.

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
yea,i even was a volunteer in helping blood donation when i was 12 years old.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
yea for sure lar.

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
swt.

8. What does your last text message say ?
my last message was a birthday greeting for weeg kee i think

9. What are you thinking right now ?
sleep.tired lar had tuition just now

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
i need silence.prefers alone.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
last evening 5'o clock

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
not even is mine.no idea where.is my sis ones.haha

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
no for this moment.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
wee keng or woon yin. tak ingat.

Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. joyce
2. hon keat
3. yee mun

2009-05-14T20:11:00.003+08:00

today had chemistry paper again, fu**ked up. what the hell. totally cant figure which chapter did some of the questions come from. result released, akan screw by my lovely mum.then i sure she will say no more outing no more badminton dont ask me go for shopping bla bla bla and one more, go learn from your sister.i sure she will say this.my sis is studying sejarah like a gila at the next room now.i think she is trying to memorize all the facts in sejarah book. you know what she is pro enough to do so lor. a day 24 hours right but she spends even more than 14 hours with books in her hands. my dad once asked me before, will your sister study too much and become crazy one? =___= i speechless.

2009-05-10T13:05:00.005+08:00

cool.

today my juniors had sparing practice yet i was standing beside and guide them.

seeing them sparing i just feel like raising my legs and kick also.

my passion in teakwondo will never fade.

2009-05-10T00:41:00.003+08:00

活在当下

乐在其中

2009-05-10T00:07:00.010+08:00

is a saturday again but is an indifferent ones.today is a wesak's saturday.off from hustle but i did not spend my time gainfully.unbelievable. haha. i hung out with friends we stuck in the starbuck for more than two hours just to finish up the add math project. but in the end the add math project is not done. ironical? haha. seriously this is not because we are not efficient enough but it is too hard for us to complete without any guidance. haha.

by the way i learned a song named perfect today during my guitar's class.perfect is from simple plan. actually i not really know about simple plan but i like tis song very much. this song reminds me to be a good kid. wakkakkaka. tough this does not mean i m a bad kid just my temper is a little bit suck.haha. you know what my dad said,i m not as fury and explosive as last time. wakakkaka see tak?i got improvement jor. my temper is under control now. my life is not perfect but is near to perfect. my parents are never fail to fulfill my needs. i m always shroud of love and joy. waakkaka showing off again,then excuse me lar.

to conclude, i m h a p p y .

yalor tomorrow is mother's day but parent are not going to be at home. bought mum present but she has complained a lot but i know she is sweeten in her heart.haha love ya. till the next.happy mother's day !!!

2009-05-06T18:07:00.015+08:00

wakakkakaka

now i only know how fun it is when sitting in the mamak talking crap with friends.

maybe this because when you be at the right time sit in a right place talk about the right things and laugh with the right people. then will make you feel so right. yea i m serious.just feel awesome about today.somehow in the kind of ecstasy.haha take a breath and look back to past few days. nothing special had happen but everyone seems to have returned to normal mode as they last time used to be. my days fill with laughters again. undoubtedly it is something delightful to me.yeah

wakakkaka no more dull posts. show you people something, my so called didi kevin thong.

david says,he is the cutest in our form 5

didi

me and woon yin

didi,你家有养狗吗？

有吖

then 你家养什么狗噢？

毛毛的

x.x

wakakkakaka

then me n woon yin laughed like a silly.

he is always that cute.

the cutest ones i swear.

haha :) love ya.

sense of e

亲爱的 生日快乐

yes, we have steamboat again :D

APPLE CIDER VINEGAR : review

突然好想你们 ♥

i wan be fit :D

FISHY'S birthday 4/4/11

A sense of Affection

A healthy day to be remembered :D

daidomon japanese bbq

an ordinary day

incredible moment that i loved

BEN GOR's BIRTHDAY

9 / 8 / 09

best buddies for life !!!

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