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a thrilled saturday

Saturday, January 19, 2008 / 7:31 PM

as normal, i have my guitar class but after that i went to sg wang to look for my handsome cousin brother to get my lousy printer and went for a dinner with my family.
what so amused me was i finally got the courage to sms him and ask how is he in NS?
is he doing all right at there? sending an extend one's regards message maybe is something as easy as ABC but it took me a lots of courage.i got no ideas why. it has been a long time i didn't chat with him in msn.he is my benefactor and also the person i hate.you know why, i knew him when i was form 2 and he was the one who teaches me how to play maple. i felt grateful because he is willing to teach me but i hate him because he tough me how to play. because of maple,i started to indulge in Internet,started like to chat over in msn and etc. but now lucky me i have stopped in playing maple on-line game.if not...wakakakaka...an unexpected consequence will be had. he is kindly made me a reply around two hours after i sent him, what lar him,he made me thought he is going not to reply me and i am ready to have disappointments.his message was like asking me to take care of myself and worst of all,he asked my pmr result.i felt ashamed to tell him about my pmr result my dear god i regretted to sms him.
anyways,wish him all the best in NS and don't ever come back with a broken hand or leg.
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friday

/ 2:24 PM

Friday,Friday,Friday,today was a tired Friday.i got to go to tuition class once i finished my school.i need to be there at 5.45pm as the tuition class starts. i have to suffer hunger and cold during the tuition class because there was really cold due to the air-con in extremely good working condition and i was really hungry as i have not taken any foods since lunch.by the way,i enjoy the tuition class. the teacher was funny and the main reason was there occupied with most surians.having tuition with surians i felt the existence of myself because i once was a surian. i missed them a lots
as i say today was a tired Friday because i learned something new and understand the priority of a student. scolding teacher is the so called of student rights. i felt it is extremely not illogical but ridiculous instead. student definitely has the student rights to speak but not in a rude way. we have to respect our lovely and noble teachers. they impart knowledge to us,in another word, they are the source of our knowledge. how could she scold the teacher as she said it was the priority of a student. i don't think she was right no matter how wrong the teacher was, she is also have to talk politely to the teacher. in this materialistic society, every single day is filled with cruel.
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extraordinary

Sunday, January 13, 2008 / 12:44 AM

again...today i sit and wonder....i realize that i in my family not the one extraordinary excellent but extraordinary stupid instead. i always tell myself i must be the extraordinary clever one but i failed to do so. since i knew what are abc and 123 then i have been working very hard in my studies but don't know why i am still the extraordinary stupid in my family. i never feel assured or not to worry about my studies as well as to my parents. for them, i m the only one who need their extraordinary worries and supervise. but in other word,maybe i always fail to get extraordinary good results for them so they only need to so worry about me. my elder sister got seven As in pmr but i only got 6 and my younger sister got straight A in upsr it shows i really have no qualification to compete with them, don't even a little. sometimes i really feel pressurized, but i try to tell myself that all the pressure i encounter will bring success in my future.incidentally, in my future i wish to be a doctor....is this too ambitious? i think might be so i never tell my friends about it....for my family they all...i am really really a very ambitious person...anyway...by hook or by crook i don't think i achieve my this ambitious dream...so this just take is as a crap...


it is easy to be the extraordinary stupid but hard to be the extraordinary clever ones...


i don't wish to die because of suffocation in this rat race environment and era...by the way....of cause i don't think about die when i m dying because i am dead !!
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my sister's birthday

Sunday, January 6, 2008 / 10:51 PM

today i woke up at four something in the evening,i felt very proud of myself...wakakaka...actually i supposed to wake up at ten to go for my teakwondo class but at last i never go for it and it was not my fault !! because of my lovely sister...she wake up late and caused me miss my teakwondo class....in the other word...i should blame on her if not i could wake up early !! when i wake up, my parents and my sister all went out for shopping ...what lah...how could they do this to me...i love shopping as much as i love my life !! how could they leave me at home...when they came back with a birthday cake i only remebered today was my sister's 18th birthday...i felt very sory because i got no prasents for her but she is very generous ones haha, so luckly she never demand gift from me...
we celebrated my sister's birthday at home with my mum cooked food because we went out for dinner in the past few days...so...so...so



my sister's birthday cake



blowing off her 18 candles




my piece of cake...but not reali taste nice



last but not least...wish her dreams come true...become prettier and prettier...may d joy be with her always


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ！！！

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wondering

Saturday, January 5, 2008 / 7:48 PM

as i sit and wonder,i realize that have been learning guitar for almost three monts.
as i lie down and wonder,i realize that till now i don't even can play a full song.
as i walk alnoe and wonder,i realize that i should be more hardworking in praticing my guitar....wakakka...

anywayz...today was the greatest day ever...u know why...today i went for a BBQ party at my tuition teacher's house. Ms Gu is the best tuition teacher in my life. she has been my tuition teacher since i was two or three years old,when i was a small kid but does't mean i am old now !! but today when i was barbecuing my lovely chicken wing and wondering, i realize that Ms gu is begining to get wrinkles around her eyes and white hairs,luckly the spirit of her heart never changed, i still could feel the motherlike in her...wakakaka...She is not merely imparting knoledge but is also instilling moral values in me. she is the one who teached me ABC, 123 and many more...

now as i am typing and wondering...i realize that i should be grateful of what God had given to me
am i stil filling with wonders?no...no...i should realize that i am a lucky person and must be happy
As i do whatever i do, i realize that if its yours eventually it would be.
Therefore it would forever be in my mind !!
~sweet memories~ sMiLe :]
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willy-nilly

Thursday, January 3, 2008 / 6:26 PM

1. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
2. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
3. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
4. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
5. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
6. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
7. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
8. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
9. never fail my physic,biology and chemistry !!
10. SMILE ALWAYS :]
    

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