it has been a long time since i last logged in my blog, it was like months ago and i don even remember tat i m having such a blog like tis till teacher reminds us to pass up d bog. today i felt so self hatred like wanna go jump from klcc n disappear myself in tis world. something so embarrassing happened today. v r having sport practice for two weeks and tis wednesday v r having our running competition. i m so glad tat my name is able to enter d lists in tis competition but my nightmare approached !! which was ned to take our timing in d run of 100m, when mei mei told us about tis, i was like omg, r u kidding me? i rather don wanna to join instead of suffering d stress emphasize on us. n d run of 100m long took me about 17++ seconds to complete it. same to today she wanna to take our running timing again but something different was run in three persons which was something very scary to me. in d starting i was in d speed like d fastest but suddenly d slippery of d grass has made me nearly hurt my legs n like falling down, because of it , my speed decelerated n got last. how shame it was. can i blame on d grass?o myself?
after tat i felt like lazy to go bak for my cheer leading practice so i stayed n watched d high jump. it has been two years for me since i last jumped in suria. don know wt making me so much desire to jump n so i asked yu kee, micheal, cheng fai they to teach me lar...but i was stupid then no ones i don even can jump over 1 metre high even woon yin could do it. i cant imagine how stupid i was. yu kee was so speechless about me, he was like nothing to say about me accept for u are suck!! u are terrible !! u r horrible !!
btw don ned he to tell, i also conscious about n me should feel inferior!! that is y i m so SELF-HATRED now !!
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1. Hi.i m kiet eie