Tuesday, December 30, 2008 / 1:41 AM
sry for the quality.
tat is nikki. the middle one.a great dancer.she won astro dancing competition.
i met her in my grandfather birthday celebration.
my cousin n i are her's fan.she is totally hot !!!!!
yea this is so called FATE . could meet her.
parents always tell me'' fate is in ours hands and decide ourselves''
but fatalistically speaking, everything is decided by god.
every bullet has its billet.
the thing for sure is,by fate i am able to see her for the second times.
so i never doubt about fate thgy.
fate is so marvelous.
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Friday, December 26, 2008 / 12:36 PM
fate is something inestimable
miracle is something i waiting for
i may not be this mythical but i am pisces child
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep.
Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful.
Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
source - a forwarded email
i love to think a lot. musing over something unrealistic.
craving for miracle happens. i know it is stupid by doing so
but i edi get lost in daydream out of habit.
no idea where to find a way out
memories taste sweet all the time
with heart....yeah :) wakakakaka
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Monday, December 22, 2008 / 1:26 AM
i find my forgetfulness unbearable
gonna get a memo pad as a christmas present for myself :(
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primary school gathering!!!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008 / 1:26 AM
wow such a wonderful and memorable daythe bbq gathering was SUCCESSFULLY held
i enjoyed veryyyyyyy much
basically it was a so called 'small size' gathering party
not really much people came just 16 of us n ah liew (老师）
it was absolutely happy to see them
fuyohhh all getting more pretty and handsome
i even dun recognize few of my friends thy changed alot
seriously they physical gt changes only but mental still remain the same
masih the one i have been knowing
show u how pretty and handsome they are now
地方研究老师 she is a very lovely teacher. just like a friend to us.
叶佩均 she is a ping pong player.always is the winner no one can bet her down.她很有男人味 xD
杜涵玲 a girl loves to laugh like a crazy.a lover of crayon shin chan like me.wakakakaka. she is a most friendly person i ever met.
谢建梁.wow he is such a gentleman. he is always the dream man for girls i guess.wan his num?ask me!!!
罗俊辉. i m not really remember him till he reintroduce himself to me once again.paiseh lar
hoh kah ben. my so called soulmate wakkakaka. sometime he is very hateful but i still love him like hell.
we play king yet i am the king no should be queen. getting punish by me
bullying teacher.wakakakaka
he demanded me to post his pic up.wakakkaa a cryon shin chan's fan too xD
A SMILE A LAUHTHER
means a lot to me
i love u people
with loves , e (上)
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Thursday, December 18, 2008 / 5:11 AM
finally finish reading the new moon the second book of twillight series
the new moon is quite boring compared to twilight
by the way i forcedmyself to complete reading it in order to get the nxt book which is the eclipse i think.
what i m so looking foward for today has turn up to dust
no i should phrase it properly
what i was so looking foward....
really a damn jogoya was fullhouse yesterday WTH lar
this really upset me nor dissapointed urghhh
seriously i feel myself so hateful
as cf said which stupid make this plan
somehow he is right.the stupid.
so i wish tomolo the outing would be a success one.
but wishing always does not exist in reality
i think i better pray for it yea way to much better
meditating . . . . . a sleepless night
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my day
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 / 8:46 AM
absolutely amazing tat today i woke up abnormal early *freakish me*
i was like omg i m awake i never woke up tis early before during holiday without the yelling of my mun or the crazy knocking door by my dad. i wake up this early simply just go for breakfast with my sisters. i had roti canai as my lovely breakfast. its has been a long time since i ate.
today was the most terrible day in my holiday.my plan was totally destroyed by my sickness*sigh*wasted all my time because i was dying on my bed form d moment i came back from mamak stall.i got serious stomachache n also pening kepala. haiz
btw i went for tuition as well. tis proven i m a strong gal. wakkakakaka
yeah tml starts is my time to social social haha if not i m goin to have
going to jogoya tml i wan to c how nice the foods there are
the day after tml i m goin to a bbq gathering
two days after tml i m goin to have a steamboat dinner
weekand i m going back to kampung
so to conclude i surely will gain weight with no doubt.
damn lar now i m calling jogoya up for booking like thousand times
but no one pick up poor service
yet wasted my money goshhh
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crap
Friday, December 12, 2008 / 2:22 AM
bloody cold night
my mind has frozen in the coldness
hardly concentrate on my bio revision now
blame on the coldness
i slept a lot today with the pursuing weather
eventually dun feel like wanna to sleep now haha
a smile a laughter can make ppl feel the warmth
i need the warmness right now
freaking colddddd
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Thursday, December 11, 2008 / 12:25 AM
haha the biggest quarries of today is
i FOUND my friend hui shi's blog
not expected she even has a blog a nice blog
with many pretty pics of her
but sry she is no longer available
she is attached
at the same time she is such a
nice
humble
understanding gal
n she looks PRETTY for sure
btw i m here to promote u guys her blog
www.share-laughter.blogspot.com
gtg
a smile a laughter tml would be better
with loves, e
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the midnight
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 / 2:30 AM
Life seemed bright enough at the moment i set myself free from you. i was doing my bio revision a minute ago. Suddenly a confusion feeling to the chaos of my thoughts.I couldn't concentrate on the breathing mechanism of frogs anymore. A strange feeling of warmth bothered me to start typing now. I always avoid myself by using the word "time flies fast" in order not to remind myself that i actually wasting the precious time often. Technically, i don't want to have self-hatred of myself !! i am sitting and wondering, time really flies fast. year 2008 is going to end although how much i reluctant. i swear i gonna to miss year 2008 like hell. it really a so called honey moon year for me. most important at all, i am able to be surrounded with the things and friends that make me happy and feel contented. you know what, this world is a more beautiful place if share with someone else. i appreciate every single people around me yet i always telling people around me to learn appreciating. this year really incredible cool, not as good but is good enough.
incidentally, i have no more nightmares i have dreamless sleep every night. i don't feel the comfortable of my bed for a long time. i was so afraid to close my eyes before this. but now detached from the dream, i love sleeping more then last time yea i think xD.
i no longer could feel the arching hole in my heart because i make things go naturally. my life really brighter since the day i don't think of you.
THE END. actually it is virtually ends, i still got alot to say but someone is bising bising sana wants to read my latest post so i m sorry ppl. i keep that TO THE NEXT. nitez =] a smile a laughter can change everything.
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jogoya jogoya ~
Saturday, December 6, 2008 / 11:22 PM
yeah going for buffet dinner at
jogoya on this coming
wednesdayhu wanna to com js text me ya
a good news which is all ladies can have 50% off
so don miss it
i m soooooo looking forward to
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Thursday, December 4, 2008 / 1:10 AM
yea a totally fake hope to me
gonna not to care anymore
no points making myself so sleepless
having d hateful nightmares
having u in my dreamed
whatever duhhhh
i m going to zoo tis weekend
so glad about tis
bcoz i can help my friend to send his regard to batman
i think robin misses batman alot
basically i not really very remember batman n robin's story plot
i tot thy r enemy in d first place
or they are just best friends?
still wondering about it wakakkaka
so i m gonna watch again batman n robin
tats all
till d next
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Monday, December 1, 2008 / 2:49 PM
i believe EVERYTHING gonna be all right soon
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losing
/ 2:33 AM
as a human being, i believe v r all naturally inclined to bond with each other. sure we can survive solo, but it is so much more fun having companion tats y i appreciate every single of my friends.
at this moment i just ended chatting with cheng fai our big bro in class, i hv an intense feeling. even though we often chat but today caused me have a different kind of feeling.
it makes me feel like i released myself.
i set myself free.
i spite watever i wan to say
i tell watever i ned to tell
i share watever i feel ned to share with
without hesitation without second thoughts.
not to worry i would offend his feeling
not to care whether he is happy or not with my words
i dun ned to mind my language
relaxation is rushing into me
my mind can get some rest somehow
before thing happened, i feel like people should be easy to hang n deal with
after thing happened, i realized want a strong friendship is so hard to visualize.
they made me realized a friendship is not only consist of trust but also jealousy.
most of the time jealousy will make thg goes worse
alternatively, jealousy also would make people knowing each other more well.
sometime,wearing a mask will cause people suffocation
because we could hardly breath with the mask
so i feel like want a firm friendship
should have no hidden secrets.
i learnt alot of thg from them
before you get to the point of no return
just have a talk
in order to give other people a chance to fill in the blanks n give their opinion.
i sure on tat time friendship wont be heading downhill anymore
just rock your friendship
jangan menyesalkan tats all.
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