Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 6:10 PM
just another frustrated day.
i am way to fragile
tend to be stronger.
we must put ourself in another person's shoes before we commented on him/she
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Friday, April 24, 2009 / 6:21 PM
had a bad day.
feel very bad
:(
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Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 10:32 PM
war of nerves.i closed my eyes with a little prayer. apparently, i m losing in the train of thought. i think about myself and the things had happened to me once again. all i see is darkness.wtf. i was too timid to believe what i saw. mentally down. in fact what i see for all this long time is only the layer lies on the surface. the inner of everyone is hidden. since when there is a knot between us? why cant we just untie it with simply penetrate beneath the layers to find the real of ourselves.i miss the sense of relief when i used to have when we fooling around. but now there is always something missing - the laughters. now everyone seems like burden with problems. things that had happened recently really made me feel fearful and lost.really being in a state of confusion.btw may the god bless us.i believe our friendship rocks all the time.
heart to you people.
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Saturday, April 18, 2009 / 10:36 PM
there has been some time since you and me last met
way back to year 2007
2008
there is always no gap between you and me
you tidak pernah fail to paint a smile on my face
think of you.
i will be smiling.
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/ 7:10 PM
讨厌伪装
累与配合
就只好搞自闭
但我的词穷症越来越严重
开口却无话可说
感觉好灰
友谊就真的经不起考验吗？
searching for a place to fix myself in.
the bond is weaker than my expectation
c'mon.
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Thursday, April 16, 2009 / 1:24 PM
在一个阳光普照的下午.... (烂梗 from chewkieteie)
当somethgmising d period, 我们 sienz 到生蜘蛛网！！
就很特地去逛好朋友 d blog.
yorrr....他们多么的浪漫。。。
买notebook worrr....一人一本
pink for yee noodles
green for goldfish
blue for ngar mun
red for layhoong
我们两叻 ？？
唉。。。世界变了.
在 sc1 的我们竟然没份.
算什么...好失望wor.
还拿着notebook向我们示威！！！
他妈的 (fishy's favourite)
written by - cutie yindy chai woon yin
n me :)
我们得不满
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Monday, April 13, 2009 / 11:00 PM
h a t e f u l.
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there is alot of friction and hard feeling going on recently.
on the point of breaking down.
= (
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 11:45 PM
wtf.be in this way.then stay away frm me
:(
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Monday, April 6, 2009 / 10:01 PM
sook yee's latest post reminds me of you.because i met u
coincidentally in the msn too. our relationship expands from there. you know what? it is so
unlucky for you to know me. for this long time i dare not to talk a word about you but recently my friends enlighten me by saying not to keep things in the heart.so actually u have meant alot to me. you are being too kind to me no matter what. your massive tolerance is always making me headache. though i will at times feel pressurized. the more good you treat me, the more i want to run away from it. this is because i know myself got nothing in return to you. i dont wan to
hutang you. the fact is you are really being extremely good and nice to me. bit by bit and by and by everything is changing in me. i tried to ignore the good from you to me. i do feel guilty i do admit myself is mean. but seriously i really cant take in any longer. i felt myself have owed you too much. you are always that supportive to me but on the contrary i am not. haha. know you will be damn gam dong when you read this post. by the way, don't think too much dude haha xD
well from this very moment onward, i gonna reduce the load of food i take in everyday. the stupid leou gyn is complaining i look fat. haha. this is one of the excuses only lar. my mssd taekwondo competition is coming soon. i need to maintain my body weight to below 49kg. haha ppl wish me all the best lar. hope i would not be dying because of insufficient of foods. moreover, i really need to and seriously need to start my revision for spm. no doubt my exam results for this term examination are suck. so undoubtedly, i have to work harder.
till the next ~
p/s my dear friends don't keep things in heart. i m always there for you all. i m a good listener indeed. haha love you guys enormously. my best buddies for life.
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Saturday, April 4, 2009 / 10:52 PM
hope downs.
once again sorry truly sorry
till the end i still cant make it.
i believe all of us have tried our best.
seladang volleyball players:
really thanks for participating.U GUYS ROCK!! so sorry if my words did offend you people in this afternoon.forgive me.by the way the efforts from u guys is really awesome.u guys really done very well.i m so proud u all.keep it up to next year.beat helang!!!
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Thursday, April 2, 2009 / 9:21 PM
today was the third day of games carnival.
well i believe SELADANG's siprit is getting higher n higher
wow GO seladang!!!
the winning of squash in the 1st day i tot it was a gift to me
frankly speaking,i played squash for once oni in my life's time and it was year ago.
yet that day was my third time playing it.
i lost the 1st match but won the second match.i was so grateful.
all these thanks to my never give up team members.
they exerted thier best to make up my defeated match by helang.
luckly with the blessing of my beloved friends and god
my performance in the next match was much better and i exceeded my limits.
it was totally a gift to me.
gift is always ned to be repaid back.
my tuition teacher told me this.
till the second day of the games carnival
i lost my badminton.
badminton is what i most awaiting for.
i have put alot of effort in my badminton.
i went for practise every week with my friends.
but then i wasted my freind's effort and put thier hopes down.wtf.
so sry :(
volleyball.is the last hope for me.
i dun care watever shits.
i wan to win.GO SELADANG !!!
til the next.
b4 that thanks to all my lovely freinds n ur supports.
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