the sky is black
obviously still has plenty more to rain to disgorge on d poor unfortunates below
i make myself under d blanket in order to stop me frm freezing to death
i m so calm nw
bt i stil could nt make d scrambled bits of my brain come back together n form a cohesive shape
i dont knw exactly wt i wanted to say n to do nw
i oni knw tat d rain dampened my spirits n my heart
smthg unnatural had happen
my tears glitch
i did my vry best demonic control
i would lik to apologize to my dear tuition teacher
i knw it is too late to apologize n meaningless nw
bt i stil feel sry to u n also to myself
u hv meant so much to us yet
nth in return to u
we had a heart to heart today
oni realized u hv a big disappointment in us
again i swear
no more failing add-math in my life
as well as other three SC subjects
i blv tat i could do it i will work hard on it
prove it to u tat ur effort r nt a waste
becoz we appreciate !!

we reali appreciate d confidence u place in us
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