Embraced by laughters is the great escape from tis reality era. this whole week i reali tasting d feeling on the top of the world. few days ago, i talked phone with my primary friends for more thn three hours. it was absolutely amazingly exciting. their words thrilled me. i non stop laughing for three hrs. my friends n i talked about everything from boys to studies and of course girly gossip.the last chat with them was like one year ago surprisingly we dun have estrangement. i dun even have this much things to talk with my current friends. our friendship is really awesome.

nevertheless, yesterday i had a hang out wif my best friends hoh kah ben n kin leong. it was also an awesome ones. but the time v spent in hanging was really short n reasonable not enough. by the way we managed to catch a movie named twilight n had lunch together. we have unlimited topic to chat about, d pass and even the future. i was so delighted to see him. he is the person who i most desired to see. he is always my best friend and soulmate. i always feel happy around him yet he never failed me.

i really felt contended with my current life. i felt d life neither inside of me nor outside of me growing more aggressively then normal. i gonna be an adult who could drive. i gonna to have my freedom to go wherever i like without begging n asking parents to fetch. today i went for undang class with friends again, woon yin ngar mun hon keat weng kee n baby leong. it was being expected bored. more suffer then studying in class. but i was so pleased to see them. at the same time i felt an unfamiliar surge of dumbness toward him. this knowledge really surprised me. i tot i would be very happy to c him but i did no. this knowledge shocked me again. thing i know is i got nth to talk to him. i think i will fix myself with it. haha i believe in god,

i dun wan things go more complicated. simple is the best. so need to take control before damage. instead of struggling not to think of it, better let it goes naturally. 

but before that, can u dun leave thing unspoken? at least tell what u want and what u think.

you know what,i m tired of guessing.

haha now chin leou gyn i think i could understand your feeling now

     betul ke?