Life seemed bright enough at the moment i set myself free from you. i was doing my bio revision a minute ago. Suddenly a confusion feeling to the chaos of my thoughts.I couldn't concentrate on the breathing mechanism of frogs anymore. A strange feeling of warmth bothered me to start typing now. I always avoid myself by using the word "time flies fast" in order not to remind myself that i actually wasting the precious time often. Technically, i don't want to have self-hatred of myself !! i am sitting and wondering, time really flies fast. year 2008 is going to end although how much i reluctant. i swear i gonna to miss year 2008 like hell. it really a so called honey moon year for me. most important at all, i am able to be surrounded with the things and friends that make me happy and feel contented. you know what, this world is a more beautiful place if share with someone else. i appreciate every single people around me yet i always telling people around me to learn appreciating. this year really incredible cool, not as good but is good enough.
incidentally, i have no more nightmares i have dreamless sleep every night. i don't feel the comfortable of my bed for a long time. i was so afraid to close my eyes before this. but now detached from the dream, i love sleeping more then last time yea i think xD.
i no longer could feel the arching hole in my heart because i make things go naturally. my life really brighter since the day i don't think of you.
THE END. actually it is virtually ends, i still got alot to say but someone is bising bising sana wants to read my latest post so i m sorry ppl. i keep that TO THE NEXT. nitez =] a smile a laughter can change everything.
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1. Hi.i m kiet eie