yoo today i went for badminton again yet have lots of fun seriously
mayb now i atleast able to catch the ball i mean the shuttlecock
don know hw suck i was past few weeks ago i was like a six years old kid plying badminton or even worse i guess damn embarrassing
well recently i find chatting with ppl is somethg vry tiring
i dun knw why
so i rather choose not to talk now
the feeling is like i forcing my mind to think somthg out or to create a topic
it is so meaningless n weary
i love to have natural talk with ppl
tis oni will be meaningfull
don ned to squezze my mind for words
i want the words flow out from my mouth automatically
mayb my life would be better if i dun always crave for meaning in doing everythg
don always judge thgs according to my feelings
i know for sure feeling could go wrong all the time
but feeling is my soul
what to do?
so just cheer up :)
the only thing i can do now :)
: )
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