sense the e ♥

Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 10:47 PM

spots it?

my doggie - barbie

haha is my younger sister upsr 7 As 's award.

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Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 11:55 PM

幸福點點名遊戲,回答下列問題，幸福就不會跑掉喔

1.我的大名 : chew kiet eie

2.我的生日 : 26 . 2 . 92

3.誰傳給你的 : ng suk yan

4.說出五個好朋友 : good friends just ned to keep in heart.don ned to mention.

5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : electric guitar gua.btw my bday is over.

6.近期開心的是 : being a taekwondo instrutor.wakakkaka

7.近期壓力大的是 : exam results.

8.未來想做什麼啊 : a volunteer.

9.有沒有喜歡的人 : dounting tis too.haha

10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : ya gua.shld ned to be grateful to them..

11.跟誰出去最幸福 : u knw wt.i lik to out alone.

12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : stay aside n keep quite.till thy fight i oni stop them.

13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : beach.

14.聖誕節要做啥 : stay with family.

15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : family members n my dog barbie.

16.有沒有起床气 : haha yup.

17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 3 sisters - one elder, one younger and one more the youngest - barbie chew.

18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Gemilang - jaclyn victor

19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : to be with u - mr big [currently]

20.喜歡什麼顏色 : GREEN

21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : is a must lar.

22.愛不愛我 : up to u lar.

23.喜歡男生還是女生：likes boys n girls too !!

24.最想大聲說什麼 : i love you people.

25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : sure.

26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : sure.

27.誰很欠打 : baby leong.

28.現在很迷什麼 : playing to be with you with my guitar.haha

29.睡相很差 : yup.i even talk when i sleep.

30.現在的時間 : 12.37am

31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : i love her alot lor.

32.體重多少 : i dun have

33.今天天氣 : windy day.

34.你懷孕了嗎 : nope.

35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : laughing with friends.

36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : i am still in secondary.sry.

【點名人物】

1. leou gyn

2. huey jien

3. jia yong

4. jasmine

5. FISHy LIM

6. jun jet

7. wen wu

8. ngar mun

9. yee mun

10. woon yin

【４號認識６號嗎】：they are friends since primary.

【１０號是男還是女】：a short girl.

【８號的興趣是】：watch taiwanese drama.

【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：a handsome brother.

【７號姓氏】：Koo

【１０號人緣好嗎】：extremely good.she is freindly lovely n cute.

【４號有人追嗎】：yupz.she looks pretty for sure.

【承上２號呢】：they are friend.

【６號喜歡的顏色是】：dun know.

【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：good friends.

【８號的生日是】：second of june

【５號讀哪呢】： sri cempaka form 5 science 2 class.

【你怎麼認識１０號的】: same school. sit beside me in skul.

【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】: sure.oftenly

【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：sure.

【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：getting close as days goes by.

【你覺得７號人怎樣】：damn friendly.

【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：over friendly.

【你愛５號嗎】：extremely love her.i swear.

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : suk yan

2.你們認識多久呢 : when i was form 3. 2 years gua.

3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : ya gua.haha.if i say not she wil kill me xD

4.你與他(她)的關係是 : good friends.

5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : sms-ing with her boy gua.

6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : easy going n free thinker.

7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : as much as she puts me in her heart.

********************做麽這樣長的？？？？？？********************

＊睡覺前第一件事：close my eyes.

＊起床前第一件事 : openmy eyes.

＊你的偶像是 : wong voon fei

＊你喜歡的季節 : summer

＊你打工過嗎 : nope

＊打工次數 : nor once

＊你想去的國家 : Rome

＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : my uncontrolable temper.

＊你常哭嗎 : long time din cry jor.

＊你常笑嗎 : i laugh lik a mad person.

＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : yups.

＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : depends.

＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）: windy.this que asked edi lar.

＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : friends.

＊機會和命運你會選擇 : chances

＊你很自戀嗎 : yups.

＊這問卷多不多 : means apa?

＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : laugh more.

＊喜欢吃什么 : vegetables.

＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : ya gua.

＊現在幸福嗎 : no odubts

＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : all my friends.

＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : lights.i cant stay in dark.

＊最常夢到什麼 : i dreamless.

＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : depends

＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : live happily

＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: know what?

＊什么时候最讨厌我 : i seldom hate people.

＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : moves forward in my life.

＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : friuts cake.

＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ : as u like lar.

＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : quite ler.bt long time din makan jor.

＊谁是你的知己？ : hoh kah ben.loves him.

＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : go ask doctor.

＊電腦还是手機？ : both.

＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : both

＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : friendster.dun hv facebook

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stucked.

Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 1:42 AM

actually i retype and retype this post for twice. but i still cant get the right words right sentence that i wanted on my mind. i m craving for more expressive words and sentences so i delete and delete. in order to make it more easier and understandable, i decided to use very very simple sentences. please do excuse me.

today i felt so fresh and my mind is as clear as crystal. it was my first time i get what chemistry teacher had taught in class as i have been taking tuition there for more than three months.

before this i hardly concentrate in doing one thing because my mind always wander off to him. get it more simple. my mind is only him. i like to think over and over about those conversations had with him. i thought myself fall deeper into him as days go by. but now i can sure i was wrong. i found he had fled away from my mind without my notice until today.well today i had a little chat with him in the msn. he asked about my love life. till that moment i only remember nay recall back that i told him i have little crush on him. wtf. this was happened like two weeks ago. don't know why i cant remember at all. at the same time i realized he didn't sms me for days. i realized myself no longer beg to see his name appears in my phone like last time i did whenever my phone rings. now i can very sure i never fall into him before.mayb i m just taking him too serious as the person i care. but what i have cared for him not worth a damn from him. which causes sheer pain in me.suan le.

u know who u are, now u totally a stranger to me, i cant figure out why. yet i don't wish to have this kind of strange feeling. besides strange, i really cant find a better and more expressive word to describe the feeling i have toward u now. i not dare to use the word have an ample distance between u n me, this only making the line that exists between us more clearly n obvious. i m trying my best to set myself free infront of u like last time. spite whatever on my mind to u as i used to be, u know what i watch my words now without my awareness.i hate it seriously, i m seeking the feeling i used to have when i be with you. mayb this the fate. wtf.

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 8:22 PM

my 100th post !!!!

congratz haha.

to eveyone

对不起对不起对不起对不起

对不起

因我的任性

所带来的一切麻烦

使你们无何奈何

很抱歉

本人正改进当中

sincerely frm me

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shed tears.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 3:20 PM

she cried.i astonished. split second i was speechless and stunned while holding my phone. her sobbing sounds wiped away my thoughts. i took few seconds to acknowledge myself that she is crying. an abrupt tears believable shocked herself too. she is the toughest girls i ever met. she is always braver then other girls. she has a rational and logical thinking all the times. friendly,lovely and cute is her natural instinct. everyone loves her existence because she makes surrounding nothing much but laughters. her high pitch high frequency voices is the sign of her appearance.

for a moment in time, the sense of insecurity rushed into her cruelty. i believed she had tried to hold herself strongly but still lost in him at the end. she virtually lingered on him for a period without his awareness and as well as mine. again is a bleeding love for her. the acts of the boy cut her heart silently yet wanting of the consciousness from him. furious at the attempt to manipulate her. unknown of anger came into her whenever she saw the lass besides him. normally people addressed those unknown of angers as jealousy. no doubt i agree with it. i comforted her with my best. told her what she supposed to know. talked about what she supposed to do. eventually she stopped.i relieved.

i really feel sorry to her. she is always been in a solely world. with no one knows she is contributing. someone said not to see things from the appearance and surface only instead of looking into deeper but the someone is doing it. no idea why. by the way i always think a suitable talk is needed whenever there is a problem occurs between lovebirds. in fact both of them don't even know what are their problems. keeping things in heart is only blunder on the problems.

my lovely ones, clean up your mind as he is putting down you in the same time too. yeah be strong.i always there for you,

is only a piece of essay writing with my sudden inkling.

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Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 10:55 PM

tagged by sook yeeeeeeee

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. do you believe in god?

certain time.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
fooling around with friends

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
currently nope. i always very looking forward to a new day's come. or maybe when i m old i would.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
i will go to die today. dont want to suffer till tomorrow.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
ya gua. wakkakakakaka

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?

definitely yes lar !!!!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
i afraid to lose my life.afraid to lose my love ones.my family.

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
read eclipse then sleep.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
no for sure. girls must jaga maruah punya.

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
a. his SMILE.
b. his careness.
c. no fu yan me.
d. looks into my eyes seriously
e. honest to me.
f. jokes with me.

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
never take me seriously.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
waiting death to arrive.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
nope. i m a pure buddhist.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
vegetables.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
sure rich lar. money is everything. choose happy is only tipu myself.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my blurring.

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
my laughter gua wakkakakkaka.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
paint my love. thinking of him. because he is always in my mind.

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my forgetfulness. it makes my life easier and happier.

20. Do u ever regret together with your ex-boyfriend before??
not really do.

tag.

- joyce lim

- hui san

- suk yan

- hon keat

- ruby

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today is friday :)

Friday, March 13, 2009 / 8:06 PM

i enjoy running after the shuttlecock but cant catch in the end.

i enjoy hitting the shuttlecock but misses all the times.

i enjoy looking in their angry eyes whenever i annoyed them

i enjoy listening to their scoldings whenever my returned ball is out

i enjoy my every single friday tremendously.

i enjoy laughing crazyly with my bunch of crazy friends.

haha obviously i ned to reapeat the same sentence agian

i hv lots of fun today

wakakkakakka

frankly speaking i really enjoyed it

although the stupid robin kept plying skills

kept me run here run thr

bt i atleast i hv learned smthg

u knw wt

nxt time u r the one who runs here n thr.

watch out.

wakakkakaka

abit sad.

my crazy friends all are going to celebrate failling exams

thy r having steamboat nitez now

but poor me

baba n mama went shopping

sis stduying

i lazying

wakakkakakaka

gtg. today my nitez ends with a big SMILE

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kids co me senior. xD

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 7:44 PM

fuyoh exam coming opss nope is arrived edi. but i still can like very relax and spare time to talk phone, blog , watch tv , SLEEP etc etc etc

i do feel guilty actually :(

haha i very happie recently tats why i turned my blog into a cheerful ones,looks great isn't it?

first of all, the thing that pulls my mouth widely whenever i think of it is i finally upgraded as a taekwondo instructor on last sunday. i really damn gay(cheerful) about it. waakakaka i finally can scold my juniors without giving them face. they going to call me senior all the time instead of jie jie. but the worst thing of all is i going to deal with bunch of monkeys with the years not even more than eight or nine. u know de lar, nowadays children damn smart and crazy. u smile to them they make face to you. haha. i got a senior always kena bully by the students so he naik angin all the time and so his face in red each time. luckly he belum letup lagi. u probably could imagine how nakal they are.

the next thing is i wanna do better in taekwondo within this year. haha normally easy to say hard to do. btw i edi decided to take my 1st tan exam on june if not my senior yu jin gonna laugh at me again. besides that i hope i can equip myself well for this year mssd taekwondo. i want learn to be confident in myself. i wan build more keyakinan like voon fei. this year i m not going to give myself any more excuses and no matter what i also wan to go. i dun wan my life has a kecacatan. haha i crap alot. rarely ler xD

nak take a nap b4 starts my physic revision. till the next. pls be looking forward. haha :)

i think i fall into u even deeper than i expected myself. my sixth sense is not functioning well.

doubting myself.

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my days

Friday, March 6, 2009 / 11:00 PM

*inhale* *exhale* cooling down myself. hopefully there is no sense of anger sneaked in this post.
my mood was extremely suck like my face."dun ask wt has happened to my face"
REALIZED.
my mood is just like a see-saw. swing up and down according to him.
when he talks to me i will feel like reaching above the sky and touching the clouds.
when he ignores me when he refuses to acknowledge the existence of me
i will be imbalanced and sway by him.
HATRED.
i know myself damn hateful. when my mood is down people around will receive the consequences.my temper eventually lose control and Faranza :(
i m apology. i m trying my best to learn how to keep my temper in control. i need time to alter.
GAVE UP.
i tot i could change my friend into a better and responsible person. dissapointment is the only thing in return.i was totally too high estimated myself. i felt sheer pain. struggling over and over . saya finally decided to putus asa !!! leaves things to go his way. he wants to keep himself in this way. up to him. dun care jorrr.
but i still sincerely pray for miracle to happen which is he would change in one day.
EPINEPHRINE.
exam comming. i cant run away from stress. but i run into laziness . i admit am more lazy compared to last time :(
TRILLED.
haha matchk complained my blog is very dull on my birthday that day. most of the posts are talking about sad things.haha now i would like to talk about my sweet 17 birthday.i sure this is something happy. i have been officially 17 year old for one week. wakkakakkaka. actually there was no what special celebration on my birthday. but i adored in the greeting n wishing of my friends. i received a birthday card from my primary friend. that was the greatest wishes ever. loves her.she is my best friends ever. and thank you for those wishing and the presents as well. i appreciate it alot. thank a bunch // haha :)

truthfully OF ME.

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