*inhale* *exhale* cooling down myself. hopefully there is no sense of anger sneaked in this post.
my mood was extremely suck like my face."dun ask wt has happened to my face"
REALIZED.my mood is just like a see-saw. swing up and down according to him.
when he talks to me i will feel like reaching above the sky and touching the clouds.
when he ignores me when he refuses to acknowledge the existence of me
i will be imbalanced and sway by him.
HATRED.
i know myself damn hateful. when my mood is down people around will receive the consequences.my temper eventually lose control and Faranza :(
i m apology. i m trying my best to learn how to keep my temper in control. i need time to alter.
GAVE UP.i tot i could change my friend into a better and responsible person. dissapointment is the only thing in return.i was totally too high estimated myself. i felt sheer pain. struggling over and over . saya finally decided to putus asa !!! leaves things to go his way. he wants to keep himself in this way. up to him. dun care jorrr.
but i still sincerely pray for miracle to happen which is he would change in one day.
EPINEPHRINE. exam comming. i cant run away from stress. but i run into laziness . i admit am more lazy compared to last time :(
TRILLED.haha matchk complained my blog is very dull on my birthday that day. most of the posts are talking about sad things.haha now i would like to talk about my sweet 17 birthday.i sure this is something happy. i have been officially 17 year old for one week. wakkakakkaka. actually there was no what special celebration on my birthday. but i adored in the greeting n wishing of my friends. i received a birthday card from my primary friend. that was the greatest wishes ever. loves her.she is my best friends ever. and thank you for those wishing and the presents as well. i appreciate it alot. thank a bunch // haha :)
truthfully OF ME.
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1. Hi.i m kiet eie