sook yee's latest post reminds me of you.because i met u
coincidentally in the msn too. our relationship expands from there. you know what? it is so
unlucky for you to know me. for this long time i dare not to talk a word about you but recently my friends enlighten me by saying not to keep things in the heart.so actually u have meant alot to me. you are being too kind to me no matter what. your massive tolerance is always making me headache. though i will at times feel pressurized. the more good you treat me, the more i want to run away from it. this is because i know myself got nothing in return to you. i dont wan to
hutang you. the fact is you are really being extremely good and nice to me. bit by bit and by and by everything is changing in me. i tried to ignore the good from you to me. i do feel guilty i do admit myself is mean. but seriously i really cant take in any longer. i felt myself have owed you too much. you are always that supportive to me but on the contrary i am not. haha. know you will be damn gam dong when you read this post. by the way, don't think too much dude haha xD
well from this very moment onward, i gonna reduce the load of food i take in everyday. the stupid leou gyn is complaining i look fat. haha. this is one of the excuses only lar. my mssd taekwondo competition is coming soon. i need to maintain my body weight to below 49kg. haha ppl wish me all the best lar. hope i would not be dying because of insufficient of foods. moreover, i really need to and seriously need to start my revision for spm. no doubt my exam results for this term examination are suck. so undoubtedly, i have to work harder.
till the next ~
p/s my dear friends don't keep things in heart. i m always there for you all. i m a good listener indeed. haha love you guys enormously. my best buddies for life.
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