war of nerves.i closed my eyes with a little prayer. apparently, i m losing in the train of thought. i think about myself and the things had happened to me once again. all i see is darkness.wtf. i was too timid to believe what i saw. mentally down. in fact what i see for all this long time is only the layer lies on the surface. the inner of everyone is hidden. since when there is a knot between us? why cant we just untie it with simply penetrate beneath the layers to find the real of ourselves.i miss the sense of relief when i used to have when we fooling around. but now there is always something missing - the laughters. now everyone seems like burden with problems. things that had happened recently really made me feel fearful and lost.really being in a state of confusion.btw may the god bless us.i believe our friendship rocks all the time.

heart to you people.