i m feeling so light now. well now is approximately 1.30 am. i know i should be sleeping now but the i wish to put down some kind of complicated plus delighted feeling in the form of word before i slumber. first and foremost, i won bronze medal  for my mssd yesterday. i dont feel a single bit of disappointment. i knew i have given my best and done my best.before the fight started, i accidentally heard sir KK said to sir daniel, oh shit she is going to fight her. the her is really an experienced and professional opponent i never met. the way she stared at me fiercely i still cant wipe out from my mind. she was like possessing the sixth sense, she knew what i am going to do in the next before i rise my legs. i lost to her without a segment of unsatisfied. on the contrary, i felt indeed honor could have a square and fair fight with her. even i was lost but i still feel extremely profoundly exceptionally happy because i have learnt something. sir KK said, good game. i guess indeed so. i dun feel embarrassed to tell him that i was lost. i told him proudly and he was happy for me too i think. last time i sure i will cry for my lose but now i have mastered the saying of lose of win does not matter. bronze medal is not as good as, but is good enough. yesterday is a day that i will never forget forever. i felt contended i felt sense of achievement. next month, going to have a small tournament again, i won a gold medal before in this tournament, i aim for second gold medal in my life. with sir kk and him supporting me, no doubt my confidence has been increased. love ya.

even its a bronze medal, but its still very heavy.hehe xD