hmm now is 3.00am, spm results will be released in seven hours more. trying to say i am not nervous at all is really a lie. i am just convincing myself to let it be. a mixture of feeling now. i am lost in words, really have no ideas what tomorrow gonna be like, a happy crying or a sorrow ones. still may the god bless me throughout this suffering yet torturing feeling till i have the guts to face my results.thanks a lot. 阿 弥 陀 佛 :)
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it is march now! i have no idea what i have done in the past two months,a total failure of me :(
but on the 26th of feb, i had a greatest birthday celebration ever, it was like so perfect! all my wonderful and awesome friends made my special day even to more special! they threw me a surprise celebration by coming over to my apartment in the early morning when i barely opened my eyes widely. it was scary instead of surprising! i thought there was something unknown at the outside of the door and rang the bell! hahahaha i know i am a coward! but it was so nice to have all and each one of you to be with me on my turning 18 day!
at the night, i went to jogoya with my primary friends. no doubts,was another wonderful moment will be remarked in my life forever!
not only that, on the 25th of feb i went to MCKL's OB night,i was so high on that night cause i kepy telling myself that i am going to be 18 very soon! i am finally a pure adult!! so that i can go clubbing and whatever i like! besides that, biao ge was so annoying on that night due to my playfulness! i am apology hehe and thanks for giving me a memorable birthday celebration! heart you!
by the way, spm results is realising on this coming thursday.i have no guts to face my poor results. god bless me please!! till the next!!
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