hmm now is 3.00am, spm results will be released in seven hours more. trying to say i am not nervous at all is really a lie. i am just convincing myself to let it be. a mixture of feeling now. i am lost in words, really have no ideas what tomorrow gonna be like, a happy crying or a sorrow ones. still may the god bless me throughout this suffering yet torturing feeling till i have the guts to face my results.thanks a lot. 阿 弥 陀 佛 :)
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